My heart skips...

2005-03-21T19:49:00.000+08:00

special dedication going out to YEO SHU HAN.

hey dear.. dun fall yah. pick urself up even if u do, or if u can't we'll always be there for u der. =D reallie glad to at least see u smiling today.. seriously, i love tt smiling shuhan. dun worrie too much bout everything. remember wat u taught me? breathe in breathe out, SMILE. =)) please live by example. lol.. as for tests... i'm also failing gurl. lets work hard and buck up together yahs?! must jia you... =D reallie wanna make known to you tt no matter wat happens, jiemeis will support u through it all.. in everything tt u do, remember that we're always behind you.. we all know its hard for u to juggle between school work, st john's, family commitments and friends.. but i believe u can do it der! u just need a bit more time. so lets set a deal here, we'll all give u time to settle ur heart and think.. when u come back, we want the shuhan we used to know. the strong and courageous, who never fails to brighten up my life in school. deal?! i take it as a yes.. =D takkaires. luv u babe. (:

guess i'll change my url soon. hahaha.. got tired of this. and cher kinda like make me wan to change oso. lols... =) i'll see how it goes bah. hahaha

tc everone.

ciaos..

2005-03-19T19:35:00.000+08:00

sometimes i have this feeling that, people usually DO NOT know how they're like.

its like the pot calling the kettle black.. you get wat i mean. YOU.

oh well. im just stating what i feel. look at yourself furrs yah? before u start criticising someone. cause you're just like HER.

i just dun understand.

2005-03-19T09:11:00.000+08:00

FINALLY, due to overwhelming response, im updating.. *cheers! ahahaha... oh well. im just ~~lazy~~ to sign in, try to remember wat happened and type it out. hahaha..

so much happened in the how many days. 6. wow. alot can happen. hahaha...

wad i can remember was, the crazy tinklebell guanjie has. or rather, had. (he lost it. cherylnn rejoices, gj weeps..)

we were all in e1 classrm, wen gj saw tis cute little pink star-shaped bell. he fell in love with it. LOLS. fine. tt's was lame. but anyway, he was tinkling it all along. esp. to cherylnn.
hahaha.. so much so that cher will now FREAK OUT wen she hears the sound of ringin bells.
she's kinda allergic to it..

gj was tinklin in front of her. at the same time, mumbling some things we dun even noe wat. hahaha... tt scene was rather, funny.

wm could hardly suppress his laughter. and mind u, his laughter IS contagious. so, everyone there (me, cher, wm, jlo) excpet gj, laugh like there's no tomorrow.

the proven fact: these guys can laugh man!

hahha... i can't believe it either.

oh yes. my all time loved dbjz went out yesterday. except for michelle. she had band. arg!

nevertheless, we went out still. for a movie, as planned.. =D

and as a supporter of spongebob aka spongey, i enthusiatically requested for spongey movie. wm was on my side. =) veron's against it. she wants howl's movie castle. but, as usual, majority wins.

spongebob squarepants movie that is.

erm. i duno how to say this out. but, i guess there's no need to go up to such and extent. i was indeed not very happy.

oh whatever. the movie was quite alright. it made me drop the stick i was chewing. i was chewin the lolly stick, when i laughed so hard that it fell out from my mouth. lols.

tis time, the cinema was cold. and, actually i brought a jacket. but it was seized by veronica lek aka dpnx

spongebob and patrick were super uber cute. =)

after movie, wm suggested to find a place to sit. hahah. we deicided on mos. my fave. =D

by the time we're at mos i was smelling something real fishy. fishy fishy fishy. lols. dun bother too much about that. =)

i ate ichigo bliss!!!!!! omg. *faints.

hahaha... we idled around orchard mrt. and we came to a decision to return back home. and i 'll go jurong and meet eunice.

fine. so i took to city hall and changed to east west line. they took north south line.

and they stopped by j8. cher ron vane took neos. good for them. like whatever. ha..

i went to meet my dearest eunice. and found out that cg actually starts at 7.30. i thought it was 6.30..

so we went for dinner. called liansheng. ask him rush down and accompany us. junyong as well. great brudders. *cheers!

oh yes. i changed my phone with eunice. dun worry, its the same model. just that its of a different colour.

hahahha.. real cool. we changed the covers behind as well.

I LOVE IT!

it looks super retro!!!

=D

oh well.. i'll update again. cheerios!

off to do hw. *flings hands in the air.

2005-03-13T19:12:00.000+08:00

i love my new skin.. its just, nice. simple, but sweet. =D i like the song especially..

true-ryan cabrera

i won't talk
i won't breathe
i won't move till you finally see
that you belong to me

you might think i don't look
but deep inside
in the corner of my mind
i'm attached to you
i'm weak
it's true
cause i'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart is falling faster

i've waited all my life
to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so i will not hide
it's time to try
anything to be with you
all my life i've waited
this is true

you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
i'm afraid to move
i'm weak
it's true
i'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you met me?

i've waited all my life
to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so i will not hide
it's time to try
anything to be with you
all my life i've waited
this is true

i know when i go
i'll be on my way to you
the way thats true

i've waited all my life
to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so i will not hide
it's time to try
anything to be with you
all my life i've waited
this is true

really, it's true..

2005-03-13T09:28:00.000+08:00

GREAT. once again, my phone's confiscated. this time, not the phone. just the sim. i guessed my parents were wise enough to not get into my trick. ARG. I AM WONDERING HOW AM I GONNA SURVIVE A MONTH WITHOUT A FREAKING PHONE. man.. i've realised that i'm reallie very dependent on my phone. arg arg arg! so i only have this blog and my msn as my 1-month communication devices. oh well.. i'll go get a hi-card probably. hmm.. just kinda sad. haix.

well. surprisin to see my update on a sunday morning. hmm.. i was supposed to go for service at SIS. but, i have ballet at 11.15. GREAT. i'll miss so much. after ballet, i guess i'll just come home and slack, though i feel very much about going out. arg arg arg.. life is so...

talk about happy things. yesterday went for 'hitch' with my great pals. lol. namelt cher, mich, gj, jlo, wm. well.. the movie was nice though. i had a great time luffing and HALLUCINATING. lols... i bet they all remember the las part. *ahems. the who and the who?! hahaha...

i wana dpjz family potrait. reallie. seriously. im craving for it. LOL. maybe during the hols, all of us meet up yahs? den we go take neos. or simply, just take a photograph.=DD i love them to bits.

till then, take care guys! =)

2005-03-10T19:54:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. something's wrong with me.. cherylnn was spellin shizer to me. erm. actually, shizer means da bian according to mr yeo. haha.. then she was like S-H-I... then i wrote S-C-H unknowingly larh ok! hahaha. im not deaf, its like i just write. and i was chanting S-H-I at the same time wen i was writing S-C-H. lols. wads the problem. ahahah.

hmm.. nuthing much bah. just tat, im going for benny hinn's conference tml! omg. im gettin so excited for it. seein pple healed and miracles hapening is just.. GREAT! =)

oh yes. i cut my hair. erm. not hair, my fringe. hahaha.. i cut it myself! haha.. my mum said i was talented. =D hahaha.. but i'm still going for a hair cut on thurs. hahaha..

guess i'll go cut my hair again. LOLS. see ya guys around.

2005-03-06T21:17:00.000+08:00

[junyong] thanks brudder. i reallie appreciate it. thanks lots. may the good be with you. takkaires. =) (you know wat i'm referin to)

oh well. just came back. went to chur, but didnt go for service. i was with eunice the whole time. cause she had this i-want-to-vomit feelin. so i accompanied her lor. go toilet wash up. rest. blah blah blah. wait with her. until serv over. get her bag, then jas send her home. eunice ah!!! must takkaires leh. most prob is food poisoning. see a doc hor. =D muacks! =))

hmm.. a lot on my mind.

haha..

takkaires.((:

2005-03-05T22:12:00.000+08:00

las tuesday we had assembly. tis group came to put up a performance. oh well. it was like teachin us not to stress up ourselves too much and not to be so competitive, esp in school work. but to think about it, who exactly is giving us stress?! for me, its definitely not myself. its the outside pressure from teachers and parents that is actually givin us the amount of stress we're havin now. as for competitions, its the education system in singapore that makes us want to compete. think about it. all the examinations are competitions. its either u do well, or u dun.we're livin in a very 'xian shi de shi jie'. the schools we choose to go to, also, looks at out scores and marks. in tis world today, our results determine our future. so wad is tat they all tryin to say. i just seriously dun get their point. as far as i'm concerned, i am not the one givin myself pressure. oh well, just food for thought. =)

hmm.. GREAT. i ~~failed~~ my e maths test. best part:i got the lowest. whatever. luff all u wan. actually i dun mind failin, or in tis case, gettin lowest in class. but not wen the tupid teacher ANNOUNCES it to the class. so freakin annoying. arg.. whatever larh whatever.

eng, i can go bang wall. chi, just pass. emaths, dun need say. amaths, give me a break.his, never even revise. ss, understand, but seq cannot make it. geog, omg feel like dying. phy,with miss ting, u'll nv do well. chem, im startin to drift away.

what is happening siah. hahaha.. haiy.

i hate sec 3 life.

i wan 2e4 back.

arg.

2005-02-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

great. my mum doesnt wan to pay my bills anymore. normally, i pay the excess. now she wans me to pay the full bill. wad the. haii. i no money ler, still wan to do tis to me. sian-ed lor. qi kek.

hmm.. good news, i've transfered songs into my mp3!!! haha.. go cher house do one. lol. so nice. i'm luvin it. =D

haiy.. i wan go watch hitch! tink sat go watch. hahaa..

mm.. i cravin for chocs! =D

2005-02-26T10:27:00.000+08:00

tangled up in me-skye sweetnam

you wanna know more, more, more about me
i'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine
i'm the one that's honking at you cuz i left late again

hey! hey! hey!

could you see i want you by the way i push you away, ya!
don't judge me tomorrow by the way i'm acting today
mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction ya!
hey! hey!
get tangled up in me

you wanna know more, more, more about me
gotta know reverse phsychology
i'm the reason why you can't get to sleep
i'm the girl you never get just quite what you see

hey! hey! hey!

could you see i want you by the way i push you away, ya!
don't judge me tomorrow by the way i'm acting today
mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction ya!
hey! hey!
get tangled up in me

you think that you know me
you think that i'm only
when everything i do is only to get tangled up in you

you wanna know more, more, more about me
i'm the girl that's sweeping you off your feet

hey! hey! hey!

could you see i want you by the way i push you away ya!
don't judge me tomorrow by the way i'm acting today
mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction, ya!
hey! hey!
get tangled up in me

2005-02-26T10:15:00.000+08:00

no one else, no one else can speak the words on your lips.(natasha beddingfield-unwritten)

hmm.. currently, cherylnn is feelin super uber pissed with her mum.. cause u noe our da bian jia zu? she wrote it all over her hand book. [me too =)] her mum saw. den she tot cher go join gang. -[oo]- haiyo. auntie ah auntie. cher wun one larh. i so strict on her. LOL. but seriously, auntie, no such gang called da bian jia zu. i'll tell u why.

no.1: da bian jia zu only consists of people close to us. and nuthing else.
no.2: da bian jia zu, tis name, is too CUTE to be a gang name. u noe, gang names dun usually sound cute. =D
no.3: da bian jia zu is just crappy. involves all crappy and cute pple. so, i dun see y its a gang. =)

yaps. cher dun worrie bout it. nuthing one larh. just explain to her again. if she dun believe, u got nuthing to do oso. so, just eat, drink, be merry and forget about it. =D

oh well.. nuthing much to say. just that. i'll be havin emaths test on monday. AGAIN. its never-ending, weeks and weeks of tests. it never stops. it comes one after another.and i bet all the sec 3s can hardly breathe. hais..takkaire peeps. =)

2005-02-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

hmm..

oh yes.. there's additional pple in da bian jia zu! ahhaha... veronica lek aka our da bian guardian angel! lol... and also! the da bian lian aka wong wei ming!!! ahhaha.. welcum to out family. lols..

went for conference today at church. rev ulf is just another great man of god. annointed preaching and powerful flow of the lord.

sermon was about humility VS pride. humility is the gateway to success. yes it is. pride elevates itself and fall as disasters. humility lowers itself and ends as exaltation. being humble means being meek. however, being meek does not mean being ~~weak~~. in fact, being meek is being strong on the inside. inspiring and fulfilling. =)

heard this song over perfect 10 98.7 fm. i tink its almost by brian mcfadden and another female singer.i tink delta goodrem. a duet. i kinda liked tis particular line in the chorus. =D

and wen i'm with you, i'm close to tears. cause you're only almost here...

2005-02-23T21:06:00.000+08:00

haii.. actually today got ballet. but i wasnt able to go.. y? my left eye is swollen and red. real red. bloodshot red. and it hurts like no one's business. my gosh. wat is happening to me man. i seriously wanna dance arg..

wee.. today i made 2 new families!!! hahaha...

1. tian zhu jiao. lennon, peixian, ting ying, me! hahah.. [oo] pigs united! =D

2.da bian jia zu! cher, vane, me, gj. lol.. me and cher suddenly think on the bus one. lol. muackies. =D

hmm.. i dun reallie have anything to update nowadays. haha.. just tt. erm.. there's a lot of thing happening in my life since 2oo5 started. its happening too quickly and sometimes, i dun have enuff time to respond to it. everyone's moving on fast.. and it seems like i'm laggin behind with no one to pull me forward.

someone,please, slow down, grab my hand, and help me go on.

2005-02-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

woah..

hahaha.. looks like me and cynn are reallie gettin mad over the wallet at the wallet shop. arg! i need to save money. she found her sponser.. hmmf. lols.

well..

i tink i'm gonna ~~flunk~~ me history test, although i DID studied for it. oh man.. wad's happening... my maths is dying. or maybe i should say, it's already dead. cher ah cher.. kuai dian jiu ta. lol.

duno wad to say.

haii..

2005-02-20T23:03:00.000+08:00

hahaha... yesterday wen out with cynn. was a las min thing. she bought her filp flops and pencil case. and i saw tis real kewl and nice wallet. and i have decided. i am gonna get it. i tink cynn wants it oso. its reallie veh nice! =D

hmm...

today wen back sch. ya.. going back sch on a sunday. -[oo]- hahaha.. for tis alumni concert. haha.. but. we were given ang bao!!! hahahah.. 1o bucks. wha seh. so generous siah. hope they live long long, body healthy healthy. next year give again. =)) lols.

oh well. i broke a cup. was quarelling with my mum over my phone. haix. nevermind. promised someone not to be angry. =)

kays.. will update soon bahs. tc peep! (:

2005-02-19T10:59:00.000+08:00

wee~! look at my huggies received! 2012! hahaha.. 12! lols.. thanks to all who hugged me! luv ya! =D

hm.. oh yes. thanks to ALL who gave me something during valentines! veh touched and thankful for it. appreciate it lots.. thanks thanks! =)

well.. something BIG happened yesterday. yes.. real big. lols. me, cher and vane were in e1 class rm. i was sitting on the table, fiddlin with the ohp. i finally stood up. vane thought i didnt wan to sit on the table anymore. so she moved it back in place. the best part: i didnt know. the better-than-best part: i SAT. on wat?! the floor. cos i tot there's a table there. so i wanted to sit. in the end. i just sank down. down to the floor. omg. my tail bone hurts larh ok. haha.. then i was like on the floor, groaning. lol. real pain larh. its like big impact on my tail bone. straight down to the floor. oh. cher said i do it slow-motion. lols..so crazie. ha..

oh yah.. some u pple dun noe. my phone is ~~CONFISCATED~~.. ya.. by my mum. -[oo]- my phone bill again. haix. nehmind. so u all wun be able to get me on my phone bah. haha.. =)

and... i got my mp3! not ipod though. wanted something smaller. =) anyway, i dun have THAT much cash to get an ipod. lol... i got creative nomad v200. haha.. real nice. the white one. =D ahhaa.. 512mb. but the freakin problem is: i have no idea why my com doesn't read the installlation disc! -[oo]- tupid com. i wan to throw it down my window. lols.. oh well. i'll see wat i can do about it. =)

hmm.. cynn just ask me out. ahha.. but she's away now. well, guess i'll go meet her b4 service. =D haha.. takkaires everyone. =)

2005-02-14T18:31:00.000+08:00

hmm.. saturday's visitation to fren's houses totally rawk.. they're just so kewl pple. cher, mich, han, vane, px, des, gj, jlo, jtao, joey.. luv them to the core. wo ai ni men! =DD

first, started off with my house. they came. we crapped and watch teebie. lols.. then i topple a drink over han's feet. lols. sorry larh...

left at bout 11. set off to cherylnn's house. there, like my house. lols. i was like,"haiyo.. shui bian zuo shui bian zuo. bu yao ke qi." hahaa.. i keep eatin siah. eat and eat and eat.. *tsk tsk tsk*

after tat, we went han's house.. as usual, the BIG dalmatian MUST be locked up. must. and as usual, i didnt dare to go in until i made sure that the dalmatian's locked up. phew.. they sort of like anticipated that. lols.. dey played black jack there. haha.. me and vane sit there take photo. =D lols.. then gj like win the most. lols. win and win. never stop. cher was so mad that she actually only won 2 bucks. -[oo]- lols.. des pok ka liao. ha.. jtao and joey were like SO SO SO generous. hahaha...

we then made our way from han's house to mich's house by foot. han larh.. say very near one. we walk until wana die. lols.. she keep sayin near, then in the end she got tired first. haiyo. han, u arh.. *tsk* haha..

reach mich house. was shocked. its big, neat, clean and tidy. omg. arg.. i just started to hate her. lols.. we ate some stuff. den we went to the guest room, watch teebie. wat we watch?! central. and its playing?! tis indian show. hahaha.. then we were all waiting for them to sing. no offence though. lols. den we luff luff luff. hahaha... so fun..

after mich's, wen to des's for dinner. STEAMBOAT!!! hahaha.. third time eating it in one week. wee.. i AM reallie gettin fat. lols. i guess there's where all the fun was. pity han, vane, joey & jtao didnt join us. U MISSED OUT SO MUCH!!! lols.. we were like eatin. then i keep bbq-in scallops for everyone.. bbq until no more. then we were like askin for more. but we didnt noe that des's dad went down hougang mall to get it. so pai seh lor. like, so ma fan dem.. haiyo.. then we managed to fin the 2nd pack of scallops coz of me. lol.. i keep cookin. then they bo bian, keep eatin. lols.. oh yes. cher broke a bowl. 'sui sui ping an'! hahaha... coz the oil splattered on her.. she got shocked and accidently topple the bowl over. well.. gj threw his chopsticks at me. LOL. oil splattered on him. then he said it was veh pain. so he let go of the chopsticks. so happenly, they kinda like travelled my direction. lols. nevermind. im very fogiving one. lols. den mich started to crap about an ang moh's 'output' being white. lols.. luff until i pengs.. haha...

well, great day! thanks guys for makin tis day possible. muackkies.. =DD

oh yes..

happy valentines' day to all! =))

2005-02-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

whahahas..
im certified a zilian-siao..
im zilian-siao #1
cynn's zilian-siao #2

lol..

2005-02-11T17:26:00.000+08:00

wee... hahaha...well.. chinese new year was okay though. sometimes kinda bored, and was left with nuthing to do.. haix.. hahaha.. but, i found myself things to occupy myself with. =D

hongbao collecting was kinda ~~disappointing~~.. hahaha.. amount ~~decreased~~. and i've gotta like 50:50. my mum's taking the other half. oh well.. watever. its almost the same every single year. some years, i get nuthing. at least 50% IS something.

hmm.. haf to go to my dad's fren's place. i seriously, DUN WAN TO GO. i was like kinda forced to.. arg.. hate it hate it. i go there, all i do is stare at the four walls of the room, or maybe the ceiling. yes, there WILL be hongbaos to collect. but in this case, i would rather stay at home than waste my time there just for a few pathetic hongbaos. i've alread got so little. a few less wun make any difference though. oh well.. tis is makin my crazy. i dun wan to go.

haix.. i'll just forget about it. cause im seriously getting real excited for tomorro's event! =DD hahaha... friends' visitation. well, at least it's so much better with frens to accompany yeah? haha.. luv dem all! =)) hee... hmm.. i'll guess i'll get going.. (:

2005-02-09T10:27:00.000+08:00

harlo everyone... xin nian kuai le! haha.. hope everyone collect duo duo hongbao. if dun wan, can always give to me. i'll be more than willing to receive it. =DD haha..

hmm... xin nian xin xi wang.. haha.. i wan my mp3 first. den i'll pay my phone bill. -.- hmm.. maybe i'll go shoppin spree.. wee.. hahahas...

well..its been one month since 2oo5 started. lots of stuff reallie happened. and it made me reallie wonder if im on the right track. am i making a U-turn next, or am i gonna go straight.. well.. i can tell u, i seriously duno. arg.. ill stop thinkin of this, or it will drive me crazy..

how come my relatives haven come?! hahaha... so looonnngg ler... haix.. guess ill go play my guit. and sing the day away.. cheerios! =D

2005-02-07T11:54:00.000+08:00

hmm... wad time is it? 11.54 am. and im at home bloggin. -.-

arg..

something's wrong with my tupid jaw. its like cannot chew now lor. so yesterday didnt eat a lot.. at nite bout 12 plus. stomach start to ache lar. then whole night never sleep. -.- pain mahs.. then roll here roll there. sit up lie down... just couldnt sleep. wan to fall asleep liao, the pain come back. -.- hate it larh can..

den didnt wann to go sch one lor. i wanted to sleep until lik 10 plus den just straight go see doc take MC. but cannot. i cannot anyhow hai pple one. i'll feel super bad larh ok.

so in the end still went. finish with all i need to do. then report sick come home. i noe its kinda lame, but wat to do?! lols.. u better thank me... u owe me alot liaos. LOL.

oh well. i guess i'll go c the doc soon.. =)

2005-02-06T22:16:00.000+08:00

i think of you - tata young

when i'm down and all alone
when nothing seems to matter
when i lose my hope
when i'm sad and confused

when it all gets turned around and 'round
i can't seem to reach for solid ground
when everything
i've believed in seems untrue
all I have to do

[Chorus]
is think of you
i think of you and it's gone
like you chase away the storm
you're making it all okay
i think of you
i think of you and
i'm strong
and i know i can go on
it's like you set me free
when life gets the best of me
i just think of you

now i know what love means
and whatever life may hold for me
through the fire
through the rain i believe

cause there's nothing i can't bear
knowing that you will be there
if i fall i won't break
through it all i'll make it through
cause all I have to do

[Chorus]

and when I think I'm all alone
i can't see the way to go
lost in the rain of my own tears
to wash away the pain and fear

[Chorus]

for the good times and the bad times
i just think of you
cause you know you get the best of me
i just think of you

my favourite song.. at least for now.. LOL. =D

2005-02-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

she just makes me irritated. i duno y. arg..

hmm.. well. nuthing much. chinese new year comin!!! my hongbaos are making their way to my pocket. =D yays! lols. then after i collected all my money, i'll go get my ipod shuffle. hee..

tml's sat. hmm.. going out with cher, mich, des, vane. ron couldnt make it. her parents.. nbm la gal.. we still love u. hahaha..

erm.. yaps. as usual. lots of stuff happened this week. hmm..

[andrea] hey gal. remember, must jian qiang kays. we'll be supportin u ALL DA WAY! ahhaha.. jia you gal. everyone around u needs u yeahs. u must continue to stand up. `muahs.

hmm. gotta cure my eye bags. URGENT! before chi new year. lols. haix. k bah. my mum's startin her nags. -.-

2005-02-01T20:33:00.000+08:00

haix.

actually it doesn't matter anymore.

it doesn't matter if i go or not.

because.

i'm just

n o b o d y

2005-02-01T18:05:00.000+08:00

i just press something. everything disappeared after that. -.-"

phew... back from sch.. actually wanted to watch the vball match. but cher didnt wanna go. so be it. lols.

well. had chemistry valency retest after sch. y?! i failed the first one. not exacltly fail. 5/10. but she wanted 6 and under to take the retest. oh well.. had to copy the valency 2o freaking times? -.-" guess how much i got? 10/10.. wad to do. if u copied the table for 2o times, confirm can remember one lor. lols.

heard from e1,e2,e3 peeps that the chem test was a killer.. hmm.. conssie! wake up and stardie larhs. slack until like tt. *tsk tsk tsk*

c'mon. make me smile.

2005-01-31T22:45:00.000+08:00

hmm.. oh well. just another so called 'suay' day in my life.

first was cme. kena first lucky number 32. miss ten count count count, kena me. read my reflections(which is a rather long one) aloud. -.-" the next lucky number 42. i kena again. but miss ten dun wan me to speak the 2nd time. so, yahs. someone else got it instead of me. ahahha.. haix.

den my class kena SS SSP. for ur information, SSP=Structured Study Programme. 230-330. -.-" literally sleep there. ting ying too. =) ahhaha.. at least someone else's doing it oso.. lols.

after tt wen macs. eat lunch. yah. kinda late but, for me, tis is always the case. -.-" then everything started lar. i can feel the stress behind me. hahaha... den decided to leave with cher. took 853. can say its one of my most MEMORABLE bus ride ever. kena sabo like siao. haix. watever la. do wat u want. i dun kare anymore. i'll just continue my life as per normal. =)

came bck. studied a bit. oh yes. did i tell u bout the e maths test today?! im so gonna be dead. out of 4 questions, i dun noe all of dem. im dead. the com and my phone's leavin me real soon i guess. i dun wan. i wan my phone. i wan the com. =( oh well. not for me to decide. anyway, i tink my phone bill will just make things worse for me. arg.. watever..

tml will just be another long day at school. shld i? shld i not? well.. i seriously..

do

not

know.

2005-01-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

woah.. i'm like super tired?! *drops dead* hahahas..

i had so much fun today though. lols.. fun with minghan's textbook, calculator, handwriting (or is it drawin?! lols), maths notebook, fingers and so much more. well, imgaine.. luffin and running at the same time. oh man. my tummy hurts! lols!! hahaha... luff till pengs.. hahaha.. omg. u pple rawk! =D

hmm.. oh.. my leg hurts now. hahahas.. my leg kena fling by my ballet teacher lars! ahhaha.. oh well..

tml valency test.. i didnt bring back chem notebook. KEEP FORGETTIN!!! arg...

haiyo.. so long.. arg.. kill u. =D

2005-01-25T23:52:00.000+08:00

wee.. just came back from volleyball match. erm. i'm not playing. like duh.. ahhahaa.. da sec 3 guys... hahaha

hmm. veh nice to watch eh. so jing zhang one. hahaha.. ur heart will kan chiong with dem one lor. ahhaha... then we were like crossing our fingers.. keep hoping tat the opponent will hit the ball out. lols.. although never win, but, its alread super super good liaos! u all are winners in our eyes! =D ahhaha.. jia you woh vball guys! hehe..

hmm.. well.. was just freaked out yesterday. nuthing much. ahhaha.. now ok liao. so.. yaps. lols.

hmm.. im so dead. so so so dead. got chem hw. but i nv bring books home. coz i didnt noe dere's hw! no one told me la. i was out of class u see. lols. si liao. tml die. finished. first period chem.. erm. oh well. hope for da best. =) ahhaha...

oh well. nuthing much ler. lol. =D

2005-01-24T23:40:00.000+08:00

wad IS happening?

arg.

2005-01-23T19:34:00.000+08:00

well. im back! hahas.. i noe the previous entry kinda shocked some of u pple out there. but yahs. give me some time to adjust to everything, calm down a bit. and i promise u, i'll come back stronger. =)

reply to taggies...

[cher] yeah yeah. we must take more neos. and. yah. i promise u i will calm down and dun think too much ders. luv u gal. =)

[junyong] ya. hahas.. im alrite one. i need some time to adjust to everything. i will lean on Him definitely. thanks for being part of my life. =D love w198.

[lothars] thanks for taggin. cheers!

[xiaolijie]heys.. thanks lots. i love u so muchie! hahas.. yups! i'll be back real soon. =) with the new and stronger constance! muackkies!

ok. back to bloggin. yahs. erm. the previous entry. i just needed something to express. hahas.. ya.. like i said, i need time. =) so yah. hahas.. just ignore my previous entry. hehe..

yaps. erm. just came back from church. real kewl! hahas.. love the new song. wee.. lovin' it.

oh yes. i bought the jay concert cd!! wee!! its super nice la. his voice. wha.. *blown away*

hahahas.. hmm.. just nuthing much bah. =D well.. u guys takkaires! luv ya.

2005-01-22T10:48:00.000+08:00

i dun want things to turn out tis way..

i dun want.

really hate it.

i dunno wad to do ler.

i dun wanna hurt anyone.

i dun wanna see pple sad.

because i noe they are not like tt.

i dun wanna spoil it all.

i wanna breakaway.

2005-01-20T14:31:00.000+08:00

woah.. just came back from sec 3 camp. and i tell u, it totally rawks to da core mans! hahhaha... i'll tell u y...

day 1`180105

hmm.. was spilted into groups. my group name:BENEVOLENCE. i was like "woah!" lols.. in the end, we told larry, out instructor to call us 'ah bee! hahaha.. then in turn we call him zhuzhu! lame, but it started the whole journey right. and tt i tink reallie started the bond between the group and zhu.

went fer some leadership activities, which was kinda cool. ahhaha.. super farnie. oh well, we completed it after all. =D

then there's tis motivational talk which was kinda redundant. y? they teach u how to motivate urself. i wasn't listening at all. sit there and sleep lor. wa.. 1oo% confirm sleep one lor.arg. waste of my time.

rock wall!!! went rock climibin for the first time man... weets! real cool. wanted to try the right side one. but kinda have not enuff time. so be it. once is enuff for the whole new experience. real cool.

day 2`190105

haha.. first was tis high elements thingy. real kewl.. i tried on needle and thread and the sliding tingy. i duno wad u call that. real kewl. hahahas. from ground, u look up like very easy. when u're up there, its a whol new thing altogether. lols. farn!

then we had this general elements. low wall was real cool. i'm startin to see the guys-help-gals vice versa scenerio. its was kinda comforting to see that spirit. i love all u guys! =D after low wall, we did tis nitro crossing thingy. the swingin one. i sacrificed my shoe laces... hahaha... yaps. but i love ah bee. so wad to do. ahahha.. then all of us crossed it. den gotta squeeze in tis small pathetic wooden box or sumthing. wa. we squeeze until cannot squeeze. then wen pei, cherlyn and krystal went down to support us. wah. i totally lean on wen pei lor. coz inly half of my feet was touching sumthing. ahhaha... then i half stand lean on him. i was like,"wen pei. u stand properly hor. if not i will fall lor.." lols.. WE DID IT in the end! hahaha.. then we did tis acid river thingy. really good that hui ming came out with the idea. and of course, we gotta thank "MISS ALKALI" aka elaine. she super farnie. keep comin to the river to help us move the blocks. since she can stand and not get burn in ACID river, alkali. LOLS. farn.. i love ah bee.

after tt we did team craft i tink. WHICH WAS A TOTAL WASTE OF TIME. wha.. have better things to do one lor. LOLS! tupid.

den i tink we went to do abseiling and zipline, which is also known as the flyin fox.real cool. zhu chose me to go up there to help with the changin of the carribean. supar farn i tell u. i stand up there, i can feel the BREEZE... weets. ahhaha.. then was super cool lor. then i can see everyone from up there. *winks*

i did abseiling. real cool. =D then zipline was really fun. the wind. STRONG ah! hahaha.. im lovin it!

den wen back to school...

CAMPFIRE!!!! im waiting for it since the first day. very very very excited for it lor! omg omg. hahaha.. it turned up real good. the atmosphere was there. group b first row pple RAWKS! heidi, me, sarene, minshian, cherlyn, desmond, tedson, noel. real cool peeps. we majiam ki dang durin campfire. haaha..

out group cheer turn out well!!! ahaha.. with the volume at its max! then we were doin the 'ooh ah ah ah ooh ah ah ah". i like tt da most! hahaha.. den cher n shuhan say,"conssie look so cute." den i was like diao. say cheer oso got cute one meh. lols...

then the constipated boom chika boom. thanks des! =)) ahhaha.. nice one! but all good things WILL come to an end. well. we ended the campfire, with voices lost and pple sweating like crazy. i lost my voice though. it sounds a bit weird now. so pple, bear with me kays? =D

hmm.. camp was real cool and nice. TOOK 3e4`o5 PHOTOS! but i took with lots of other peeps to. mostly the sec 1 orientation camp facilitators. cos we totally rawk to da core! lols. i'll upload it soon yeah..

u all takkaires. i'll see u guys real soon! =D

2005-01-15T10:26:00.000+08:00

hmm.. guess this week was a long week. with lots of friends knowing and stuff. everything's startin to get busy. sch life is so so much more stressful now. with all the homework and stuff. i tink i'll just go kill myself. lols.

my new class-3e4! hahaha.. a bunch of 'siao' pple. hahaha.. esp pple sittin my area. px, lennon, ting ying, rach, amanda. we all go siao one lor. ahhaha.. u rawk man pple! yaps. so far so good. just tt i'm missin 2e4'04 a bit ler. all the even more 'siaoness' and nonsense. the jokes, laughters, quarrels. MAN! i am missing 2e4...

wed guzheng. sec 1s came. so many eh. like 30? woah. haha.. but confirm not all join one lar. but nvm. guzheng still rawks to da core.. =D

feelin kinda sick these few days. arg.. kept feelin there's something stuck in my throat. oh well.

i wanna change skin. got inspiration liao! (:BUT my dreamweaver's 1 month trial over ler. hai.. so tupid.

i wanna go out! go out go out go out... *chants* cher baobei, wan go out not.. haix. darn sian leh. i wanna die liao. i need to relax! arg...

hmm. guess im going out later with my mum. so tatas! =))

2005-01-10T21:01:00.000+08:00

hmm.. guess i'll update once again! hahaha...

nuthing much reallie happened.

i also duno wad to update.

lols.

oh yes. happie birthday doug! hope that was a memorable one.=)

and to felicia as well..happie burfday! =)

nuthing much eh.. how..

haix..

2005-01-08T11:54:00.000+08:00

weets! back from camp... but first. let me crap bout something real paiseh.

me, heidi and sarene were on our way home. and we saw minghan corssing the road. so we were like shouting,"MINGHAN!" real loud. then he turned back. we waved. he waved back. but the best part is that guy is not minghan!!! wa. pai seh. dun wan go school liao lars. ahhaha...

ok. back to the camp. i tink the camp's not bad lar. but it shouldn't be on a school day. cause, it'll be very rush. then there'll be a lot of restrictions. and facilitators like me will miss one week of valuable lessons. arg. now im left with piles and piles of undone homework waitin for me to dig into them. oh well.

i tink rush hour was the highlight, besides gangshow. for those sec 1 who came to my station, i'm so sorry i wasted so much of ur time. ahahha.. because of lao jiao-chaplin. powerful tekaning. weets. ahhahha... but i tink that's wen team spirit's built. =)

then gangshow cum fake campfire. well. the fake spoil it all. but.. yahs. farn lar. ahhaha... all the facilitators and seniors were playing like siao. i tink we enjoyed ourselves more than the sec 1s did.. lols. play until my hand ache leg ache. must be all the jumpin, dancing everything. lols.

although i was kinda angry with my class for not showin their class spirit. i feel that tis camp was fulfilling. i made new frens! noel, minghan, marvin, yukina lots lar.. so i feel this camp's not wasted for me as well. =))

woah. now i AM reallie left with the tupid pile of hw. guess i'll get going.. cheerios! =)

2005-01-04T18:41:00.000+08:00

oh well. my heart feels for the victims of the tsunami waves. boxing day. pple may be enjoying their extended holiday after christmas. no one expected it to come at tis particular time. but things always happen at the time wen we least expected it. devastating. my deepeset condolences to all who suffered under the waves. justus told me no fire works was allowed to be fired cause of this incident. well, i guess it's appropriate not to. ps kong said in serv that dead bodies were lying everywhere, rotting. the smell must be super awful. now, death toll more that 1o,ooo alread. what a way to start a new year.

started school with a BANG. overslept an hour. my dad refuses to wake up to send me to school. so i'll just have to resort to taking a cab down.

reached school. everything's in a mess.the sec 1s didn't know where to go. and assembly was delayed.

during assembly, mr john yeo came up to talk about the actions the school is gonna take to help those victims of the tsunami. guess i'll donate the best that i can. its better to give than to receive, especially for a good cause. =)

got to know all my teachers. take a look:

english language-miss ten yu ping [auden]
additional mathematics-mr lee moh choon
elementary mathematics-mr lee moh choon
physics-miss ting lin ee
chemistry-mrs elizabeth lim
chinese language-mdm lau puay huang
geography-mrs serene hoo
history-miss tan gim hua

i hope i'll be able to improve under their guidance. ((:

for today, i attended some lessons. english and chemistry. kinda like the way mrs e lim teaches. hahah..

tml i'll be goin for a camp. sec 1 orientation camp i mean. gonna help facilitate 1e5. ahahha.. oh well..

im done! =)

2004-12-30T22:42:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today's the 3oth of december. 1 more day, and we'll all step into 2oo5. so i tink i'll refelct on tis year. and thank those who made it possible. =))

tis year, 2oo4, is reallie a year which i went through a lot. a lot.. from the beginning of the year till now. everyday i'm facing new challenges and problems. some are minor, some major. and i thank god that i managed to pull through everything. at least, all the major ones.

i reallie wanna thank all those who made my 2oo4 a memorable one:

[cher sista]really really love you! ahhaa.. thanks for everyting. the laughters, jokes, smiles and all. i reallie duno wad i'll be if not for ur support for me all this while. thanks gal! luv u loads! -grins-

[jiemeis]thanks all u gals for being with me through it all. be it the happy times, the sad times. i'm reallie grateful that u guys were there for me when i needed a listening ear. the letters and stuff. hhahaa.. thanks loads! =))

[w198]thanks for all the encouragments u all have given me. they mean a lot to me. thanks. i'm so sorry that u guys still have to tolerate my nonsense for another year!!! -evil laughs- see ya guys soon! =))

[rest of the significant people]you know who you are. ahhaha.. thanks for everything. be it the phonecalls, sms-es everything. thanks for giving them to me when i needed them most. thanks! luv ya guys too!

most importantly, i would like to thank god for his grace upon me, and for givin me a wonderful 2oo4. i pray o god that 2oo5 will be the best year yet and that lord you will indeed use me in a special way. let 2oo5 be the year of great growth, spiritually, emotionally AND physically[taller!!!] ;) thank you lord.

amen.

2004-12-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

reply to tags..

[cher]haha.. ya lor. the best thing is i duno i am! lols. ahhah.. too bad. im not doin main gate. yays! =))

[shuqian]hahha.. yeah lor. can't be bothered. ((:

[rueylin]well.. hhaha.. hols are nice. but a bit too busy yeas? tc!

yeah. today nuthing much bah. went to sch to finish up the pin ups. looks a bit messy. but. who cares?! ahhaha...

b4 cg, went eunice's house to make cookies! ahha.. for jasmine one. ok.

we didn't try it.

*opps*

hahha.. but jas say the taste was okay. only that it's a bit hard. lol.

yays! i received a necklace from perlini. the heart heart one. hahaha.. i go and buy with them one mah. so must choose something i like a lot! lols. thanks guys!

well.. not sure wat to do tml. oh! there's tuition.

i finally remember. -grins-

2004-12-28T13:02:00.000+08:00

well. sorry for not bloggin as much now. haha.. kinda busy with stuff.. yeps.

went to school today. for the hk exchange programme pin ups or something. and wat was the product of our trip back to sch?

nothing..

yes. we did nothing except putting some pathetic black paper on the green board. so.. we HAVE to go back tomorrow to finish up the stuff. and we MAY have to go back on wed as well and that's something i don't wanna do. i'm like,"HELLO?! i'm bakin cookies on wednesday u noe.."

seriously don't wanna go.

okay. at bout 10, went for coucil meeting. and the turn out was bad. how many pple came?

13.

-.-"

i tink chin huat super disappointed. ahhaa.. anyway. i found out something real shocking.

i'm actually in DOS com?!

and i'm the secretary?!

am i?

i don't think so eh.

hahaha.. but. lijian says im in. so well, be it. haha.. so my head will be chin huat. vice head will be dana! yays! haha.. the rest i don't know lars. lols. let's hope that my life there will be interesting...

"i have big dreams for my department.. -grins-" -chinhuat

-.-"

wow. hahaha.. yeah. so that's bout all bahs.

currently, i'm trying to pia finish my homework. guai hor? but the problem is, i haven started on any except maths. look at this:

~~1.maths assignment~~
2.2 chinese book reviews
3.2 english book reviews
4.2 science book reviews
5.s'pore-hk exchange programme collaboration project

did i miss anything out? hahaha.. so.. i'm tryin to pia finish everything before school starts. er. kind of impossible. but i'll try. =D

till then, takkaires! ((:

2004-12-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

woah. so overwhelmed by the chatterbox posts. erm... replies here..

[whatever.]erm.. seriously. i dun reallie kare. if u tink i'm a bitch, i'm okay with it. just keep it to urself yeahs. coz i reallie dun give a damn. but thanks for showing me ur childishness. =)

[cher]haiya. doesn't matter lar gal. no need to care tis kind of thing. tink positive yeahs.

[jerry]same thing. just dun kare la. let him/her say all he/she wants. i'm okay with it. coz i dun really have the energy to care tis kind of thing. ((:

[cjy]no use lar. dun kare lo. wat to do. haha.

[ben]woah. ahhaha.. same thing again. lol. u said all i wanted to say. *winks*

[cher][jerry][cjy][ben]ahhaha... thanks for standin up for me. so touched almost teared can. ahhaha.. thanks. but. just dun be bothered by him/her. takkaire everyone. =)

ok. back to my post. today went fer service @ indoor. man, u gotta believe that it totally rawks! hahaha.. wake up so early.

oh.

btw ben, i forgot to remind u bout 'love actually'. haha..

sat at east balcony. but it doesn't matter. coz the whole stadium is filled with god's presence. and so many peeps actually made that most impt decision of their lives:

to accept christ into their hearts.

really. so many of them. and i'm really glad they did! praise the lord.

after serv, wen suntec fellowship with mem, followed by shoppin @ heeren. hahah.. saw so many things i like. sian. no money.

had family gathering. quite okay bahs. hahaa.. aunt bought me an esprit white tee. like it lots. and oso a perlini bracelet. so nice. i'm wearin it now! =))

then met justus at lrt station. give me christmas present. guess wat?! i got a bottle of blue from him. my gosh. so blessed lor. wa. ahahha.. thanks lots eh. haha. reallie.

hm. guess i'll go sleep real soon. kinda tired. lol. takkaires everyone.

hApPiE bUrFdAy jEsuS!
merry merry christmas to all!

2004-12-22T15:16:00.000+08:00

found something real kewl.. take a look..

2004-12-22T13:16:00.000+08:00

muahhah.. jus updating to tell u guys that i have the video of my performance yesterday! thanks to justus. and erm.. pronounce his name as just-ters, and not something else. hahah.. so if u guys wanna see, ask me for the video clip kays. yeps. tt's all. smiles.

2004-12-22T11:46:00.000+08:00

sian.. today supposed to go out with eunice one. but she las min cannot. HMPH! hahah..nbm..

so today will be a day of total boredom. i will either:

1. go out myself
2. stay at home and do my homework =x
3. stay at home and watch vcds
4. stay at home and ROT

haix. guess ill just watch some vcds, do some homework and finish wrapping my books. =) takkaire guys!

2004-12-21T23:18:00.000+08:00

ahhhx. jus finished my performance at orchard. guess it was good! haha.. enjoyed myself throughly on stage. fun. cos the fact is: i love singin xD. ahhaha... thanks to those who went down to support me. mainly leeting, euncie, jiaying, junyong, liansheng, kangwei and junjie(junyong's bro)... thanks a lot.

guess i'll go get some sleep now. ciaoz!

2004-12-21T01:22:00.000+08:00

breathe

verse 1:
you are my god
closer to me
than the air that i breathe

all that i am
formed by your word
i was made in your hands

bridge 1:
captivated
by your beauty
falling deeper in you

chorus
breathe into my soul
spirit of god
fill my life with your presence

hide under your shadow
dwell in your secret place
it's you i long for [to repeat chorus]
it's you i long to know [to go to verse]

verse 2:
you are my song
in my darkest night
i will sing of your dawn

all of my days
you fill my life
with mercy and grace

bridge 2:
everyday of my life
i will wait on you
in you presence
my heart and strength renew

every moment i live
i will worship you
you've saturated my soul
my heart flows
rivers of living water

2004-12-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

as the year is ending, and a new year is approaching, i can't help but think of stuffs that happened to me for the past 14 years...

primary school.
the innocence. the stupid things i once did. the stupid things i once said. innocence. pure and true innocence..

now that i'm in secondary school, everything seems

messy.

busy.

complicated.

there are like so many things to do.

to me, the hols should be a time wen i can actually rest.. but seems like i get busier.

i go out of my house everyday, not for rest, not for recreation. just to do some things that i HAVE to do. rehearsals, lessons, practices. what is a holiday without sufficient rest?

the end is cuming. and i just hope that after christmas, it will be a time of rest for me before i start a brand new journey in 2005.

god, help me..

2004-12-20T11:24:00.000+08:00

hey.. just back for a short entry..

see that huggies thingy there?

yep. just below the counters.

saw that?

hehe.. remember to hug me hors..

LOL.

see ya guys!

2004-12-19T23:46:00.000+08:00

woah. jus came back home nor. my gosh. went orchard..

SO MANY PEOPLE LOR!

wa... waited for a cab for pathetic long. called 3 cab companies no one wanna pick me up.

tis is frustrating

but.

i reach home anyway. like dUh? -.-"

well.. i was reallie blessed by the message i received in church today.

homosexuality.. something familiar to every teenager..

we love dem for who they are. but we dun approve of wat they are doin.

keep prayin fer them. "prayer really do help."

thank you sy rogers for bringin such an inspiring testimony of ur life. its reallie nice to listen to u talk.

it never seems to stop.

its a nice flow.

hahaha...

i like it! =)

i'll be performin @ orchard rd on 21st dec. go down and support kays. *winks*

till den.. guys, takkaires!

2004-12-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

leetin, eunice, anna, qian min, sarah just left my house. rach left earlier.we did the decor thingy. ahahhaha.so farnie lor.. hahahha... do and do. lols.

i wonder how anna's gonna bring that christmas tree back man.. hhahha... jia you! x)

tml got piano. shld i go?haix. see wat time wake up lar. lols.. hao bah..

tml got combine cg meeting too.. it'll be fun cookin the food. but, wait a min.

lock the dog!

hahah.. leeting house got dog.. lols. kk

peeps. takkaire.

2004-12-17T21:52:00.001+08:00

kinda have some stuff to say...

yesterday conferenced with leeting, lian sheng, junyong. nuthing much. just talked bout how we felt about each other. 2 days back, i toldu guys that i conferenced with lian sheng and leeting. i said we were talkin bout serious but lil did i noe that we actually started to ~~gossip~~. from our topic about wad to get sives for his birthday.

ben said,"seriousness and gossip only has a very fine line between them.."

after i saw that, i kept thinkin bout it. i didnt even bother to talk. i was in deep thoughts. deep deep thoughts.

my conclusion: i AM doin something stupid.

and i wan myself to stop it.

to ben: heh... thanks for making me realise wad on earth i was doing. really. from the bottom of my heart, thanks... =)

i'm changin and nuthing's stopping me now.

2004-12-15T23:03:00.000+08:00

seems like im gettin lazy to blog ler. someone motivate me mans. lols.

hmm.. nuthing major happened i guess. just tt me, leeting and liansheng conferenced yesterday for 3 whole hours. from 12.30 to 2.30 i tink.

woah.

hahaha.. we talked bout a lot of things. a lot... tell them a lot about how i feel about some things. and after talkin to them, i feel more relaxed. =) well, its farn to talk serious matters once in a while, esp to pple who are willing to listen. they help you understand stuff.. yeah.. love w198 like crazie liao.. wen i found out there's pple like tt.. so kewl. =))

wen out today. the whole day.

gosh.

legs so tired. hahaha.. furrs met up with cher. did extension! yays... purple derx. nice nice. hahha.. den met ann and vane. went gai gai.. hehes.. nice gatherin with dem. miss them like siao. ahaha.. almost pua toh today. stairs somemore. thank god i was clingin onto cher. lols. saw blue mascara at red earth. i like! hahaha... hmm.. it'll be onmy wish list! lols.

after tt, wen bugis to meet w198 mem namely, eunice, leeting, liansheng and junyong. wen to buy *ahem*'s present. ahhaha... walk and walk. finally found it.

thank god!

hahaa.. if not we'll be stuck there. then wen food court. jy and ls ate their dinner. den they went back boon lay. den me, go orchard again to meet my mum.

ate jap food! yays! walked around isetan. 1st saw lancome's miracle. wha. love it like from the start.den saw ralph lauren's blue. nice eh!haahaha.. i want it! lols. im being so..

crazy!

lols.

i wanna go shopping spree siah. but wad is a shoppin spree without money?!

D.O.U.G.L.A.S T.E.O!!! my 45 bucks! hahahaa.. dec alread endin ler leh uncle. hahahah... later i go ur house spray paint den u noe. lols.

hmm.. guess that's bout all.. hehe. tml got carolin prac. ahahha... kayes. takkaires peeps!

2004-12-11T23:38:00.000+08:00

since wen i blog?? ten years ago? lols.

hmm.. so much things happen tis one week. i was in malaysia from 8th to the 10th dec.

i was forced to go..
i didnt wan to go...

haix. spent my miserable 3 daes there, missin everyone back in singapore.. miss u guys mans! lols. managed to use the com fer a few time. but wen i logged in, u pple were not around! hmph! lols.

i am feelin tired, livin my life. dun ask me why.

it just comes to me.

my life is full of stuff that i need to do. and they seem never-ending. sometimes i dun even noe why i do the things i do. its weird isnt it.

i'm burning out..

and

i just wanna break awayy..

2004-12-04T20:16:00.000+08:00

jus came back from chalet... i tot it was a pity that it rained.. but nevermind. ahah... didnt get enuff sleep though. imagine.. 30 plus people squeezing in one pathetic chalet... how to sleep? but.. i guess its okay.. cause i managed to catch up with a lot of peeps.. =) glad that i came anyway..

kang wei taught us to look at stars. haha.. quite farn.. because.. the stars are sooo pretty.. =))

one nite.. was talking to jun yong bout w172... its reallie a pity that almost half of w172'02-03 left.. i reallie missed them, seriously. why? why did they leave chc? i want to know... great men of god. once on fire christians. now lost and away from god.. very sad to know that they actually left. i didn't know until jun yong told me. guess i was just too busy with my own stuff until i cannot be bothered about other people's life.. I MISS THEM!!! octavius, weiqiang, hong seng, aaron & joseph... really miss my brothers alot.. haix. i wanna go find them.. haha.. jun yong, wanna come along? =)

seems like my mind is really going crazy.. i AM thinking of so many things now.. my head HURTS! man.. but still, i'm excited for dance tomorrow!! with darling nic! miss her LOADS... i'll make sure i hug her tomorrow.. hahha... will be staying over her house.. =))

takkaires guys! lurbe ya!

2004-11-29T14:02:00.000+08:00

hmm... let me blog...

27.11.04[saturday]
hmm.. wad did i do? er...ohh.. early morning went to sch.. reach there le cannot find miss leow or anyone in the exchange programme. in the end found min shian.. den guess wad she tell me.. "today's meeting cancelled ler.. u dun noe ah?" wa.. den i super pek chek. i mean.. i wasted my time travelling to sch and back home again.. i can jolly well stay at home and sleep lor.. moreover, tt morning, my eyes were swollen as well.. i shld have listened to my aunt. den i wun be wasting my precious 2 hours.

bout 5 plus went peishan house do the phamplets for chalet... yea.. guess how long i stayed there? 5 mins. tt's it. aahha... so fast. den i chiong my way down to singapore poly to meet doug and the rest.. cos westview got cultural night. so went to support.. saw so many teachers.. mrs chew, mdm siti, mr mohan and all.. dey rawk lor.. i mean, they are the best teachers that i have. =)

the cultural nite so cute lor the performance. but still... west view choir rawks to the core!!! ahhaah.... maybe i shld go back fer choir practice one of these days.. hahaha.. jia you ah choir gals! ;P

after everything, went to eat dinner.. ya.. dinner at 10 pm.. ahhaha..

28.11.04[sunday]
went fer ballet as usual. did pointe.. hahaah.. farn eh.. den go fer service... i tell u.. service is like totally cool lor. rev rob is powerful man.. antinomainism again.. knowing how to really stand up for god and everything is reallie wad we need... antinomians are real scarie. cumin out with all the weird excuses and they still think they're correct. its weird isn it..

hmm.. actually i'm supposed to meet darlin nic fer dance classes.. but she last min got some cg stuff to attend tto. so we're meetin next sun instead. den i'll stay over at her place.. man... there's so much we NEED to catch up on.. so many things i wanna tell her.. den the nex day we'll go shoppin.. hahaha.. and of course.. take neos!!! lols... i'm waitin fer sunday to come... xD

29.11.04[monday]
guess i wun be doind much bah.. maybe just slack around and get ready to go to si gugu house to stay over.. tis time i'm bringin my brother along. so yah..

takkaire guys! =)

2004-11-26T10:56:00.000+08:00

yesterday's church-wide bible study was just GREAT! hahaha.... thank god i chose to pon tuition fer it.. if not i'll wun be able to receive the good word..

learnt bout antinomianism... hahaha.. i was like w.o.w... lols... yea.. so inspired by it lor. although the back part a bit confusing.. the mosaic law thingy and the promise god gave to abraham or something.. ya.. tt part.. ahahha... very good one.. carn wait fer next week's bible study!!! aahahah...

today.. going back church again fer a rehearsal.. yeap.. i'm performin again.. lols.. the same thing i dod 2 years ago.. sing the all i wan for christmas.. ahahha... but tis time i tink is at orchard road.. not so sure.. will let u noe after i've gone fer the rehearsal.. haix.. now stuck at home.. must take care of my brudder, buy lunch fer him.. see, i'm so good.. haiy.. hahahah.... yep.. i'll update again.. guess i'll change my layout soon cause...

CHRISTMAS IS CUMIN!!!! lols =) meanwhile, takkaire peeps...

2004-11-25T10:45:00.000+08:00

hate my com hate my com... everytime hang... yesterday nite fin typing ler, the tupid com go and hang for me.. *tada* everything gone.. -_-"

17.11.04[wednesday]

after sch wen to the hk museum.. at shatin.. yep.. one of the exhibition quite cute.. can sign ur name there one.. ahhaha... i signed there. =)

den wen MUJI!!! ahhaha.. but so much things.. books and pens.. lols... buy fer jiemeis.. hahaha.... shh... dun tell dem..

wen snoopy park... wood stock so cute! hahaha... take pics like nobody's business. hahha... yep... after tt went to meet zoe's parents..

ate buffet dinner at some hotels.. very nice..ahahha.. all the food.. ~~eat and eat and eat~~..

18.11.04[thursday]
hmm.. wat did i do? oH.. sports day...so fun.. alexandria got like 3 medals? ahhaha.. out to steal their medals... hahaha... kinda farn chattin with the peeps in hotung.. so cute lor they.. ahaha...

after tt wen back sch to practise the dance.. managed to teach finish all the steps... thank god for that.. if not i also duno how to perform the next day.. dancing 'let's get loud'. yepp...after practice wen causeway bay shop..

bought a disney princess tape.. so nice.. den wen sogo.. saw some von dutch stuff.. nice but x siah.. ahahha.. den wen adidas.. bought a sling bag. so nice.. hahaha.... den wen times square to take neos.. AGAIN... hahaha.. furrs one not nice at all lor.. haix.. nbm, dun talk bout it.. den i took one wib patti marmie! ahhaa.. so nice.. shiny one... hahaha.... den took another one wib zoe... wa... da shou huo.. so many...

19.11.04[friday]
wen fer hotung's school picnic.. so farn.. bbq.. hahaha... their way of bbq different siah.. so cute.. ate quite a lot den started to practise the dance there.. ahhaha.. everyone was like looking.. but nbm..

den wen back sch practise dance again.. den change to sch uniform... made our way fer the farewell ceremony..

the furrs part was like so sian.. ahahaha.. all the speeches and everything jus bore me to tears..

den got dinner buffet.. ~~eat and eat..~~ haahha.. den wen up fer the campfire..

quite dead actually.. coz the hosts weren't able to high us up.. then me heidi and min shian were like tryin out best to like bring up the atmosphere by shouting and screamin... but den some pple dun noe whie jus told us to shuttup. halo?! i mean if u carn be bothered to help bring up the atmosphere den jolly well keep quiet lor.. no need come and po us leng shui one lor.. hate their attitude and the way they do things.. arg.. watever.

wen up to dance... quite ok bah i tink.. yepp.. didnt do any mistakes!! hahaha... achievement! yep.

so tired after everything.. hahaha.. wen back sleep like pig.

20.11.04[saturday]
wen to stanley beach... so nice!! omg.. took like dozens of pic there.. all the cute cute one.. the jumping ones.. ahhaha... nice!reallie dun feel like leavin at tt point of time.. becus of all the fun and memories.. haix.

21.11.04[sunday]
time to leave... reallie dun wanna leave lor.. zhen de bu xiang zou.. but everything comes to an end.. we HAVE to go... well, jus have to pray that out relationship doesnt stop here and that we will keep in contact always bahs.. haix.. i started to cry furrs.. den everyone was sort of gettin the syndrome.. everyone started to cry... cried like duno wat lor... wa..very sad... haix...

board the plane.. place so messy.. ahhaha.. everyone was changing their seats.. but in the end, sat back original seat.. haix.. but oswald managed to change seat with heidi.. which means, im sittin with heidi!! hahahha... watch friends den slept.. ahhaha.. yuting took pic of us sleeping.. omg.. look so weird.. den we alighted from the plane..

queue up to check out.. den was like chaotic. coz two women infront were like cutting queue.. haix.. took my luggage den went out to find mum.. hahah... wen to eat swensen's with mum, dad, daryl,si gugu, vien jie, dunc gor, vina jie, uncle, iris jie, brian gor..ate baked rice! my fave!!! hahaha... joked and luffed throughout dinner.. hahhah.. den wen bck...

pac my luggage den sleep.. so tired...

22.11.04[monday]
hmm.. nuthing much today.. jus wen to si gugu house to stay fer the nite..

23.11.04[tuesday]
today class chalet!!! hhaha... wen to shuhan's house to do the food stuff furrs.. do until my hand wrinkled.. ahhha.. farn la.. den wen costa sands to check in...

then the whole day.. kinda slacking away.. then quarrelled with the guys.. haix.. but after that okay le lar... slept at erm 1 or 2. carn remember... hahaha..

24.11.04[wednesday]
hmm.. wat did we do today? ohh.. we went cycling!! hahaha.. vane said i improved a lot... cause i can make a turn now!!! hahahahah..*diao* and andrea managed to learn it oso..ahahha.. nice... den after tt we slack like mad.. me and sh wen to buy lunch..

wen we walking there, we passed by the pool.. den got a bunch of guys there keep shouting.. me and sh were like -_-"... anyway,bought the food den wen back.. eat.. den played the game of life.. play halfway, xk call... didnt noe he was havin chalet too... then he came to find me.. omg.. u should look at his hair colour man... hahaha.. so nice... he go dye it.. den he left.. me cher and sh wen to rent the bbq pit.

den wait fer sh mother to come... the guys came bck too.. den start fire ler.. the furrs time.. tot i was okay.. in the end no fire after some time.. den let the guys start the fire.. beginning didnt look good. but in the end.. we're ready to bbq! hahaha.. eat the 'drunken pork' lols.. nice nice... den slack around.. left at 9 plus 10..

chers dad sent me to khatib.. den i took cab from there.. reach home very tired.. so slept at bout 12 plus bahs...

today going fer seminar at nite.. know will be good... =)

haix.. duno why.. feelin so weird tis few days... duno wads happening.. weird feelin.. nbm

2004-11-23T09:06:00.000+08:00

hmm.. long time no blog.. going fer class chalet now! woohoo! ahhaha... i'll blog everything in one shot after i come back kays.. so meanwhile...

my happy ending-avril lanvigne

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

chorus
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

chorus

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

chorusx2

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending

2004-11-16T20:30:00.000+08:00

hmm.. hahaa.. whakakax..

[15.11.04] monday
hmm.. furrs day of sch.. quite okay bahs.. hahah.. look so weird in the ZHONGHUA UNIFORM.. omg.. odd one out siah.. so obvious.. lols. yep.. some lessons quite boring ah.. hahah.. but one lesson so tupid. lols. english lesson...

teacher: hmm.. let's welcome our visitor..
everyone claps...
teacher: so wad is your name?
me: constance
teacher: and hhow do u spell it?
me: -spelt it real fast-
teacher: ermm.. can u slow it down a bit? my hearing's not good ah
me: *diao look* -spelt it real slowly-
teacher: okay ah.. do u noe wad your name means?
me: *duh look* no..
teacher: *excited* let's check it online!!! www.behindthename.com
me: omg..
teacher: okay.. lets search c.o.n.s.t.a.c.e(types it out)
me: ...
teacher: hmm.. its a french name.. comes from the name CONSTANTIA (click!)
me: ermm..
teacher: hmm.. and the name constantia comes from CONSTANT (click!)
me: diaoz
teacher: hmm.. constant means steadfast.. (explains it in a way that i dun understand... -_-")
teacher: now lets lok at SINGAPORE, the place where the visitor came from...
me: (when is tis gonna end? lols)
teacher: hmm..(shows pic of merlion) constance, wad do u call tis?
me: the merlion
teacher: huh? lion?
me MERLION (real loud)
teacher: erm.. how do u spell it
me: -spelt it-
teacher: ohh.. so its made up of 2 animals, a mermaid and a lion.. OH nonono.. 3 ah.. mermaid is made up of a fish and girl ah...
me: er.. diaoz?
teacer: okay.. lets get started.. even if there's a visitor, life goes on yahs...
me: finally

yep.. like tt lor.. tink tt's the oni lesson i didnt feel sleepy.. ahahaha.. entertained mah..

after sch wen to the central library or something.. wa.. so big can.. 10 storeys lor.. me and heidi was like,"got so many books to fill 10 storeys meh.." hahah.. in the end, we went to ~~eat~~.. omg.. i AM getting fat... i ate cho muffin. heidi ate potato gratin.. tink so.. ahhaha... then we left ler.. took pic.. lols.. ferever like tt one lor.. ahaha... then took the MTR (Mind you,, M.T.R.. not the typical singapore mrt...)

[16.11.04]tuesday
yep.. today.. after dunrin sch was like so borin? coz everything's in canto.. even my favourite chem.. haix.. wanted so much to join in.. but jus couldnt understand..

slept in almost every lesson.. sian man... haix.. then after lunch, my buddy's class(3D), have to go to duno where fer the choral poem recitation competition... in the end they got 85/100 which is a not bad score ler.. heard that 3rd prize winner got only like 86 or 87.. so they were very near to winning ah.. good job girls! lols..

back.. here.. today extremely cold nor.. biangs.. now my feet freezin like mad.. hahha.. kk.. blog tml.. tml got to go the hk history museum or something.. so far from my host sch(hotung)... not fair.. doug's sch jus beside the museum.. he jus walk there oni lor.. humph~! ahahah... k la.. u peeps in s'pore, takkaire! =))

signing off from hk

2004-11-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

hahah.. WOOHOO!! i'm right now in hong kong sias... muahahah... the food i tell u its superb lor.. wha.. i put on weight ler lor i tink.. hahaha. F.A.T.

yesterday went ocean park ah.. sit the rides until my head almost fly out.. the roller coaster nice eh.. ahahah... so enjoyable. hahah..

today went shopping.. shop like mad. bought my o.d.m! =D ahahah.. wanted to but my adidas bag.. haix.. but carn find.. ahahah.. nbm

k.. u peeps takkaire... ;)

signing off from hk...

2004-11-11T20:11:00.000+08:00

~~-hate it when my com's not werkin.. type one whole page. in the end, here comes nd pop up. and *tada*, everything's gone.-~~

hmm.. one week tis time? yep.. kinda lazy to blog. yep.. anyway, here goes..

04.11.04[thursday]
carn remember wad happened.. ahaha.. tink i went sch. did i? or not? watever

05.11.04[friday]
went sch fer guzheng.. isolate practise like mad? yea... so it was guzheng guzheng and more guzheng from 1.3o to 5.3o? tired.. very tired.. after tt wen fer cg.. so farn can.. hahaha.. played the wacko game.. supposed to take some one else's name... then my cg so cute.. all take bible names... so spiritual.. they were like,"galatians, colossians, genesis, revelation, zechariah..." then i was like,"i must well take ecclesiastes.." ~diao~ lols... in the end i took sarah's name.. oh ya.. hahaha.. yukie took a jap name sia... duno wad nanako nabushi or wad la.. so diff to pronounce.. lols.. super farnie sias.. lols. luff until pengz.

06.11.04[saturday]
i wen to sch fer the hk exchange [re departure briefing or something.. ahha... so ~~boring~~ can.. ahahha.. ya lor.. then after tt wen steamboat wif cg!!!! ahahahah.. lurbe w198.. dey roc totally lor.. lurving them more everyday.. lols.. go the marina bay eat.. eat and eat non-stop.. me, lian sheng and sarah.. eat da most i tink.. ahhaha.... jas was amazed at how much we can eat... ahhaha.. then wen bowling... walked the wrong direction.. walked back, oni to find out tt the bowling center is just nex to the place we ate.. diaoz.. hahaha.. go play bowlin.. so farnie.. my first ball nice nice.. almost strike. then the rest duno like wat lor.. ahha.. go to the long gao.. ahahah.. farn.. so farn...

07.11.04[sunday]
another wonderful service i can say. praise non-stop.. woohoo.. lurbe god! ;)

08.11.04[monday]
did i go sch? i tink i did.. oh ya. practise the dance item fer the hk prog. we decided to learn the 'let's get loud' dance... managed to get yeeyn and wanli to teach us.. thnks! =))

learn fer like one hr? den practise practise.... yahs... then b4 we learn, we went to take a break.. ahhaah.. believe or not.. me, min shian, eunice, alex bought a choc cake.. ahahah.. and we ate it using spoons.. the cake is one whole cake lor.. i 1st time eat until like tt.. lols.

09.11.04[tuesday]
i wen to da movies i tink.. wib my darlin shuhan.. ahaha.. watched shark tale. so farnie... "wat?" "wat wat?" lols... "i'm a vegetarian..." *luffs* packed my luggage in the nite.

10.11.04[wednesday]
went toa payoh furrs.. to meet cher.. ahahahahh.. han supposed to go meet a fren den a lot of things happen.. so she never go.. ahahhaha.. farnie lar she.. craps.. lols.. ate mos! [my fave!!] hahaha... den wen fer guzheng.. was late? yea.. 105 took long time to come.. =(

11.11.04[thursday]
wad happened arh? lols.ohh... early morn wen to eat dimsum.. lols.. nice.. then wen orchard shop shop with my mummy.. bought an op skirt.. pink one! nice eh! lols... den i went fer ballet le..

learnt pointe lor! omg.. so nice can.. ahahhah... farn lor.. woohoo...

peeps! takkaire.. me going hk tml le.. see ya pple online.. =))

2004-11-04T17:07:00.000+08:00

Refuge

verse 1:
i sing a love song to you lord
every day, every night
tell of your goodness and mercy

verse 2:
tell the world how you rescued me
picked me up
from sin and shame
your breath gives me new life

pre-chorus:
where can i go from your presence
under your wings i take refuge
your Spirit lives within my heart
i know we'll never be apart

chorus:
every day, I draw closer to you lord
i long to see your face
and hide in your embrace
all my life
dwelling in your holy place
my heart o lord you've change
i'll never be the same

i lurve tis song so so so much.. written by our dearest ps sun and bro mark.. u guys rawk yea?! lurbe u all. most all, lurbe the lord. xD

2004-11-03T10:07:00.000+08:00

hmm... long time no blog ler.. haix...

29.10.04 [Friday]
wha.. reallie is las day of sch ler.. so sad... reallie will miss all u guys~! hee... yepp... went cg as usual.. zhiling's sick.. hope she gets well real soon yahs? =)

30.10.04 [Saturday]
got piano theory exam early morning.. guess it was quite okay bah.. easier than wat i had expected.. hahaha... pray that i can score bahs.. x)

then late afternoon, went to see auntie jac's new born baby... omg.. i tell u.. so cute can!!! very heavy. 3.9 kg lor.. hahahah.. heavy siah... i was oni 3.. haahha.. but reallie very chubby and cute.. hahaha...

at night. si gu gu, uncle, vien jie, dunc gor, vina jie, iris jie and brian gor came my house fer dinner to celebrate my bro's birthday. eat and eat... so much lor.. bet i gain like 5 kilos.. MUST JIAN FEI!!! lols..

31.10.04[Sunday]
went fer ballet... den fer service... I LURBE SERVICE! sermon was real good.. *thumbs up* its bout worship.. then after sermon.. we spent some time worshipin god.. i tell u the atmosphere was great... wept so many times.. that why i say i lurbe jesus! =)

01.11.04[Monday]
wen to sch to go to ngee ann fer some engineerin thingy.. wah.. tell u.. the highlight of the whole thing was the tea reception. hahaha... the rest was kinda ~~boring~~ bah. hahaha...

btw.. today's my bro's birthday.. hApPie BirtHdaY dAryL! =))

den wen si gu gu house.. today fel got come oso!! hahaha.. someone to pei wo. ahahah..

02.11.04[Tuesday]
early morning went sch to show miss leow my speech fer the hk thingy.. sian siah.. show ler.. then left lor.. go home. then go out to have lunch wib mum and aunt elis.. wa.. the food nice eh.. hahaha.. the tofu.. and the coffee ribs... hahaha.. nice! lols.. then went home

wait fer dad to come home. oh ya.. today is dad's birthday.. haPpiE birThday DaD! hahaha... then we left..

went shopping.. shop like siao.hahaha.. then had dinner at jack's place.. so nice.. mm~~... *opps* mush jian fei again... arg.. lols... then a lot things happen.. just kinda lazy to type out.. ahahha.. soli arh.. hehe..

03.11.04[Wednesday]
later got guzheng den ballet.. hmm... yep.. quite tirin bahs.. anyway.. tink i'm changin my skin ler.. hahhaa.. yepp.. C:

2004-10-28T22:00:00.000+08:00

secondary 2 life is cuming to an end.. all the memories just keep flashing.. 2e4... teachers.. wad jiemeis went thru.. i noe i've grown so so so much.. matured so much.. all the problems, troubles, seemed to make me stronger. tis year is a wonderful year.. a year i know i'll never forget. thanks to all who made my year an enjoyable one.. thanks! X)

26.10.04[Tuesday]

yep... went fer the nkf thingy or sumthing.. so damn du lan wib the pple lor.. wa.. so little pple. take their own sweet time.. suppose to leave school at 2.30. in the end left at 4 and they expect us to come back at 5.30. wad?! tupid lor.. hate their attitude..

but kinda enjoyed myself.. with cher, vane, ron, ann, des, leo, px.. ahahaha.. the guys were like so fast? oh ya.. den at cineleisure tt time.. hahah... so farnie. got one guy come and ask fer my number. he was like, "er.. can i... er." ahahah... then i,"huh?" then walk away... farnie lor.. then wen we left cine tt time.. he walk to me.. i walked even faster.. zhao furrs.. ahhahah... yup.. farnie siah.. aahhah..

run and run.. in the end my grp and px their group met at plaza sing. hahaha.. we were told to go bck to sch. in the end we went to mum mum first.. aahaha.. sit there.. talk and talk.. ahhaha.. reach sch at 6.40? hahaha.. dun care mans. lolx... kinda enjoyed myself bahs. (=

27.10.04[Wednesday]

hahaha.. today got fire drill!! woohoo~! lolx.. tupid long.. made us squat there.. biang.. leg pain eh.. stay there like fer 30 mins in tat position lor.. so gan kor... haix.. hahaha.. keep talkin crap wib shuhan.. ahhaha.. tupid girl ;P.. luv her like hell.. ahahaha... *opps* lolx

haix.. den supposed to cut hair today one.. but have to go fer duno wad excursion.. first is to the dragon kiln or suthing. in the end went explanade... kewl.. hahahah.... go there see all the art displays.. hahaha.. all is MALE one.. hahaha.. hmm... farn nor.. den went library @ explanade.. LURBE IT~! just lurbe the place.. dance!!! ahahha....

28.10.04[Thursday]

yep.. SUPPOSED to habe a holiday todae.. but have to go bck fer some tupid tile making courses... sianz.. spoil my day... then after tt went to help ms rozi file some stuff.. then elim saw.. made us do her class one oso.. wha baing.. zhen shi der.. wanna go cut hair one lor... haix..

after everything. went to cut hair! yay~! muahahha.. finally.. so nice.. i love my new hairstyle!! xD.. hee.. hahaha.. cut ler went home. then leave the house again.fer piano.. oh man.. ahahaha....

just came back from jurong point.. went there ate dinner.. gai gai.. hahaha.. yep..

takkaire guys.. lurbe all orb ya!

2004-10-25T17:16:00.000+08:00

long time no blog.. be patient to read it till the end arh! ahahah... *winkz*

20.10.04[Wednesday]
normal dae bahs.. cant remember exactly wad happened.. lolss...went fer ballet after sch.. yea.. reallie tired.. kept doin free allegros. killed so many of my brain cells.. ~diao~ lols.

21.10.04[Thurday]
got my ranking in the whole of sec 2s. 154 man.. biang.. wanna cry lor.. so low.. how to go to the stream i want. pek chek la.. 154 nor.. wa.. deproved sho sho much.. haix.. den came home kinda late bah.. slept in the bus.. sleep until over shot. no choice must take bus back. ahhaha.. waste time.. went out wib daddy and mummy. went to cck. eat tepanyaki! yay! my fave. hahaha.. then quickly chiong back to watch the chn 8 9pm show.. got toro.. * smilez* ahahhaa... yan xing shu... *smilez*

22.10.04[Friday]
chose the stream i wanted...
choices:
#1:B1-doucle science plus elective history and full geog
#2:C - double science plus elective geog
#3:A2-triple science plus elective geog
#4:B2-double science plus elective history and full lit
#5:A1-triple science plus elective history
#6:D1-combined science plus elective history
#7:D2-combined science plus elective geog

scared cannot go in B1 eh.. haix.. any zhss pple who chose B1 as their first choice mush tell me.. maybe will be in the smae class. provided my marks allow me to lar.. haix..

came bck home... wen fer piano lessons.. fer like oni 1 hr.. den go cg.. good word.. powerful.. haha.. den went down to church to see if there's anything i can help b4 iris jie's weddin the enxt day.. went there.. move the chairs and stuff.. ahahha... stayed over at si gugu house...

23.10.04[Saturday]
woke up at like 6.. so tired can.. aahahha... bathe, changed, got ready fer iris jie's wedding. went early.. iris jie so preety woh.. hahaha.. piao liang.. ahahha...den we sabo the bridegroom like siao.. ahhaha.. furrs was the use his toes to write 'iris i love you'. hahaha... the bride's entourage, we took a hongbao fer tis..tink its oni 50 bucks.. no good enuff.. got him to wrote a poem using 'iris'.. hahaha.. then he had to shout it up from the 1st storey.. hahaha.. and mind you, we're at the 19th floor.. lols... ahhaha. everyone was lukin at them.. tink someone wanted call police somemore.. hahaha.. then we took another hong hao.. 150 bucks.. not bad.. hahaha... den we decided to take another one.. hahaha.. mush give, if not we dun give the keys.. hahah. dey gave of course.. 100 bucks.. hee.. ahhahaha.. then they were saying,"constance ah.. nex time ur hubby ah.. die ler la.. let us sabo like siao.." hahaha.. then i was like ~diao~..

jewel baby is so cute can.. hahaha... one of the lil kids.. so cute lor.. haix.. never take picture of her.. wasted.. ahhahaha...

hahah.. the whole day, i was kupin all the roses i can find.. hahah.. church weddin decor, i took one bouquet. weddin diner, took out 2 roses. ahhahaha... the fact is: i love flowers! good enuff. lols.

24.10.04[Sunday]
ballet.. didnt dance.. havin bad stomach ache.. it feels like its contracting.. bad feelin..yea.. went to church. eunice brought her friends. kangwei, clarence and troy. clarence cannot reognise me. ~diao~ *arbish* ahahaha... yepp... den we went jp eat and shop shop a bit.. i needa buy my bro's pressie mahs.. haix.. hahaha...

25.10.04[Monday]
today no school!!! hee.. ahahha. promotion day mahs. haha.. went out wib jie meis.. namely cher, han and vane. went bugis.. walk walk walk.. saw so mani tings i like.. humph.. hahaha... ya lor.. kinda tired le..

cya guys! ;)

2004-10-19T16:48:00.000+08:00

haix... how many daes nb blog? hmm... 3? yea..

17.10.04[Sunday]
yep.. normal... went fer ballet then serv. after serv went fellowship, then left ler.

18.10.04[Monday]
NO SCHOOL! ahhaha.. marking day mah... sianz... sleep and eat the whole day. then bout 5, made my way down to amk - aunt's place to stay overnight. yep... kinda sian bahs.. hope holiday dun like tt.. hahaah...

19.10.04[Tuesday]
my worst nightmare... all papers were back. guess wad? i did so badly.. so sad lor.. biangz eh. jush wanna go nong pia can.. first is english. english wasn't too bad-39/50 for paper 2... then came geog... i almost fainted can. 55/100. wad kind of marks is tis lor. biang eh... then lit.. my gosh.. almost slapped myself. 51/100 wha... wat is the world cumin to man... then chinese... another blow. 54/100 for paper 2. pathetic nor... wha.. dun wanna think bout it. tink liao oso wanna cry... haix.. thanks guys fer tryin to cheer me up. namely han, des.. reallie appreciate it... (cher, thanks fer the hug.. *huggies* =))

sian.. dun wanna go school..

2004-10-16T23:33:00.000+08:00

ni bu huii zhi dao, wo xin li you dou nan shou...

2004-10-16T20:16:00.000+08:00

yep. now at felicia's house.. came fer dinner...

went shoppin today.. bought a pink mini skirt! *smile smile* ahhaha... shop until very very tired lor... then came here le

hmm.. now very full.. not sure wat time leaving oso.. ahahahaa.. so tired... hmm... tml goin fer ballet.. think i'll get goin now.. ahha... takkaire~!

2004-10-15T15:36:00.000+08:00

Thursday[14.10.04]
bad day. started the day bad. the bus lar.. 105 duno do wat. take so long to come. in the end took cab. everytime oso like tt...

then after assembly, sec 2 kena spot check. biangz. dey dun allow ear stick at all lor. tupid school. i got four in one earhole lor.. wad the. then i took out all lar.. haiyo. then go around cutting pple's fringes. want to cut cut la.. the most get a haircut change style niaz. anyway, wanna go change my hairstyle oso. then the tupid elizabeth lim. go touch my waist. see got fold skirt not. then i go lift up my shirt let her see. said "never fold lar" in a very bu nai fan manner. then she diam diam nothing to say. stewpig la she.

got back maths results. 71/100. actually 70. but mr leong nice nice, add 1 mark fer me. can say i;m quite satisfied bah. but can do better der lor. its a lot careless. and never write units and statements. then miss see minus like siao. hahaha.. tt's the oni happie thingy tt happened bahs..

got back science as well. 67/100. bad bad bad. expected better results from myself. kinda disappointed and discouraged bah. so sad alread, still got pple wanna scold me.. humph! :p hahaha...

then during eng lesson coz no teacher [father kang left!].. class very noisy. first tobias came to scold. but they continued to make noise la. then mr lim came. wah biangs. gave us 3 mins fer us to fall in at parade square. hot lor. almost like fainted. but stand there bout 10 mins nia. heng ah. managed to leave early, coz no teacher. left sch at 1.10. went to eat long john silver wib cher.. hahaa.. den idled around nrthpnt. hahaha.. went home, slack.

watched singapore idol. JERRY ONG SHOULD GET OUT MANZ. wa.. he made jeassea and david leave. both much much better than him lor. its not reallie fair lor. its just a popularity contest in this case. the judges should have a say in the results lor i tink... hmm... MAIA rocs! ahaha. sexy babay. lolss.

Friday[15.10.04]
normal day lor.. got back chinese paper 1... not reallie happie with it. doubt i can do reallie well.. didnt really stardie fer paper 2. zuo wen 28.5/50 ying yong wen 15/20 kou shi 24/30.. yea.. overall not too good.. haix... see how bah. pray fer the best... yep!

going cg ler.. need to meet wunice to cook furrs.. ahaha.. pan cake.. mm~... hahaha... takkaire peeps!

2004-10-13T14:51:00.000+08:00

Tuesday [12.10.04]
today went out wib jie meis... aahhaha.... farn sia... first we went pasta mania.. den shuhan say she'll be late, but in actual fact, b4 i met the rest, i went to meet her buy cake.. ahhahah... cleber rites.. ahahah... den she hide hide lar.. den wen we buyin food she suddenly appear then pass the tazzie to cher. hahaha... then after eatin out pasta, we cut the cake.. the pastamania guy damn farnie. give us chopper to cut the cake.. lolx... then gave ron's pressie to her.. hahaha.. she still cannot believe that it's HOT PINK.. ahahaha... den we went heeren..

@ heeren walk walk.. den of course, as usual, we went to take neos lar.. ahahahah... then i saw tis cute eeyore.. so cute.. got bee on the hat one. hahahah.. cutesy.and got one cute tortoise.. ahhaha.. cute ah.. ahhaha.... saw some e3ians there.. yea.. finally saw some peeps from zhss. lolx.. den we went orchard mrt.

at the florist there, bought one blue rose fer cher.. she like mah.. see i so good. haix.. [btw, i like pink/dark pink roses hor cher.. lolx.] yea.. den we pulled veron to far east to get her ear pierced.

hahaha.. she very farnie lor.. the way she say pain.. haahha.. the pple in the shop all look at her.. hahaha... she was callin her mum's name lor.. my gosh.. ahahah... walk walk a bit.. den sh and mich ta bu lei ta han liaoz. so everyone left... went home...

bathe. change. then leave the house again to meet vina jie and si gugu. hhahaha.. ate hans. den went shop shop.. saw one pink skirt. nice eh.. hmm.. maybe get it on sat.. hahaha....

Wednesday[13.10.04]
wake up early in the morning fer wat?! fer CME PAPER... my gosh.. actually dun wanna go one.. but after sch tink going out wib jiemeis so bo bian, go lor.. lame eh the paper. 45 mins. i use 10 mins nia. then i sleep thru out. no disruptions.. so nice..ahhahaha... den we went j8.

reach there, no shops open one.. ahahha... wan to eat oso cannot. so made our way to causeway. went to christofori first. cher bought her book. den we went to eat mos.. [my fave~!] hahaha...den we went walk walk... walk until like 12 plus like tt then go home ler.. everyone's tired mah..

come home den slack in front of the com. hahaha... yep.. tml think gettin bck papers.. scared scared... *prays* hope fer the best bah... see ya~!

2004-10-11T17:43:00.000+08:00

EXAMINATIONS FINISHED! I AM FREE! hahaha.. omg.. so happie sia. let me sum up on my end of year papers..

geog - difficult!!! maybe becoz i didnt reallie stardie throughly. i slept at like 4 plus the previous nite... haha..anyway..

eng - i should say doable.. summary scared not enuff points.

maths - paper 1 more diff dan paper 2. paper 1 alot algebra i duno how to do... lol..

lit - die sia... the unseen poem is a killer...

dnt - heck la.. didnt eben reallie stardie... ahhaha.... anyhow crap.

science - ok lar.. doable as well.. easy than mid year paper though. maybe coz i didnt stardie fer mid year... lolz...

art - some crap bah.. fin it in one hour. slept fer 1 and half hours. powere~! lolx...

chi - kinda okay. OH NO. the passages were like so hard?! hahaha... tupid mr red.. hai wo. ahahha...

yep.. tt's bout all bah... today's cher's bdae.. hAppIe bUrfdAy~! zhang da le huh.. ahahaha... juz now went to buy cher's and ron's pressie wib han and mich.. hahah.. we plan until very farnie eh. ahahhaa... bought a tazzie holding a blue rose fer cher. bought a b** fer veron.. OPPS! ahhahaha... hot pink sia.. i oso wan man.. ahhaha.... farnie eh..

tml going out wib jiemeis.. celebrate oct babie's birthday.. guess i gotta get going, get their presents wrapped up in a special and creative way.. lolx... tc..

2004-10-04T18:45:00.000+08:00

heys... haha.. since i'm online rite now, might as well do a quick one.. yepz...

finally made myself a skin... YAY~! so proud or miself lor.. do myself one leh.. muahahhaa... getting wild sia... woohoo~! doing fer cher maybe. promised her anyway. oh well. after the exams i guess..

today had geog and eng exam.. i'm so gonna be dead lor.. geog i anyhow write siah.. duno wad i answering oso. never do one qn.. 4 marks eh. haix. tupid me... eng was okay. or maybe i should sae easy? kang peh peh give the ws at least 10 times more diff lor. the passage was easy to understand. but i'm not sure if my summary got enuff points. yep.. nbm.. leave it up to god. everything that has to e done, was done. nothing i can do oso. juz wait and c bahs... :D

tml maths... kinda scared bah.. by the way mr leong say. he reset e paper like 3 times coz some teachers claim that it wasn't hard enuff.. wad the?! wa.. they wanna kill us until we die isit.. deathmatch.. haix. watever la.. zuo zhe kan lor. as long as i've prepared well. i tink should be okay bah... hee...

k lar.. u guys takkaire and work hard yea? *winks*

-STILL MUGGING-

2004-09-30T17:19:00.000+08:00

-MUGGING -

2004-09-25T09:42:00.000+08:00

wha... long time no blog blog ler.. hahah... so shian...

21.09.04[Tuesday]
er... cant remember wat happen ler.. hahah... hmm...

22.09.04[Wednesday]
some pple go take han's blocks again. wat the?! tupid lor.. childish lar. c'mon lor, 14 ler not 4 leh. laoz...den she pek chek. scold the guys scold till siao. then i push her go work room. she push me sia.. hahahaha.. lac la.

durin duno wad lesson, han go draw a illustration.. tupid sia..hahahah.. got flower then 3 bees.. duno wad the hell lar. hahah... den she keep singin the, "weng weng weng, xiao mi feng...." lols.

den after sch go fer the rehearsal fer moon cake fastival thingy.. so hot lor.. hhaha... den went fer ballet.

23.09.04[Thursday]
hm... i was on the bus going back home la.. den i slept... then bus suddenly brake. den i hit my head against the handle of the window... wa.. pain like wat man.. now got blu black liao nor.. *cries* haha.

den went out... bought my new phone!!!! C: omg... x400!!! wa biang.. hahaha.. i wanted the white one but out of stock... tupid... then i had to choose between black and red. actually wanted red but den dad say black more classy.. so took black lor.. hhahaha... so happie..

24.09.04[Friday]
hahaha.. something important happened... we found out that, **** likes cher lor. my god... hahaha... hahhaha... tell han, den she started her weng weng weng thing again... lols..

went fer cg... good word bahs.. hahaha.. then i started taking everyone's picture. lol... yea... den came home ler...

25.09.04[Saturday]
going out later.. i blog tonite i guess...

till then, takkaire!

2004-09-20T19:40:00.000+08:00

yep... bck.. so mani tings to say.. aahhaha

19.09.04[Sunday]
went fer ballet as usual.. stretch until my leg pain pain lor.. hahaha... yep.. den went fer service.. wonderful, as usual oso.. haha... den we went jp macs to eat..

hahah.. omg.. we luff till pengz man... hahaha.. damn farnie lor.. wa.. hahaha..

20.09.04[Monday]
to whoever it may concern... if u not happie say out. no need to give me face. dun wanna come, dun come lor. no one's beggin u to come. its not as if ur presence is very important. just dun try to act tough, cause u noe u're not.

yep...today debate siah.. hahaha... b4 tt we are luff ka pengz.. cherylnn lar.. come out wib some stupid jokes. lolx... luff until mi cry man. wa.. stomach pain like wat. hahaha...

fer debate... omg.. i'm like damn scared... scared! hahaha... everything went on smoothly.. until the zi you bian lun.. wa.. very scary.. i sit dere see they all talk.. hahha.. hiong sia.. den wen my turn to speak, i speak very slow.. haha.. the bell didn't even ring lor.. den i scared i missed out some impt points. scared.. hahaha... den wen the teacher give ping yu.. as usual, they say cher very good.. den suddenly she say,"er.. fan fang de di si bian ye bu cuo. ta neng zai zhe me jing zhang de qing kuang xia bao chi zhen ding he zi xin, shi fen bu cuo. ke xi de shi zai ji you nian lun mei you chu shen, zhen shi hen yi han..." hahaha.. too bad lar.. i damn scared mah.. hahaha... den when announce result, damn scarie... hahaha... but.. WE WON!!! omg... i dun believe it. lor.. e6 dey damn good and rebuttin lor. xia wo yi tiao.. dey think damn fast... then was damn happie lar... then after everything, mich come hug hug me.. den i cried.. too happie liao lars... tears of joy.. ahhaha.. serious lor.. my gosh.. hahaha...

yep.. den went fer guzheng. pek chek, so cry. hahaha.. dman baby lor.. wha biangz.. *pengz* buay ta han myself.. soli cher and kiang pin.. too pek chek liaoz.. yep

takkaire...

2004-09-18T08:47:00.000+08:00

wow... long time no blog.. lazy pig...

15.09.04[Wednesday]
yep... went fer guzheng as usual.. nothing special bah, i guess... haha... normal routine.. ya..

16.09.04[Thurday]
eh... wat happen ah? ahhaha... er... hmm... cant seem to remember. gettin old... *coughs* tink i went home quite early today. yah... lolx. OH!!!! get back progress report... results as follows:-
English-B4
Mathematics-A2
Chinese-A2(one more mark A1 leh.. haix.)
Science-B4
Literature-A2
Geography-A2
DnT-A1(miracle...haha)
yep... tink im gonna work more on my science and make sure i get some a1s as well.. hehe...

17.09.04[Friday]
today stayed back fer debate again.. im so scared lor.. scared i will lose. everyone seem to put such high hopes on me and i'm scared i may let them down... yea.. stressed... ahhaha... den the 4 of us(me, cher,mich ng,ann) wen opp eat chicken rice again.. hhahaha... den ate fries, drank big gulp. confirm fat one.. hahaha.. start to jian fei liaox.. lolx...

dem quick quick chiong bck dome den chiong to jp again... aahhaha... xue kai bought famos amos!!! AH!! xie xie.. lolss... bought zhiling present. btw, today's zhiling's birthday!! haPpIe bIrthDaY!! zhang da le huh.. heheh... went macs after tt.. xk wanna eat.. ahaa.. he ma jiam know everyone one lor.. everywhere oso,"eh.. hi" hahaha... shared fries wib susan.. left at bout 6.30. met jas at 6.45 to pass the songsheets to her and the birthday card oso..

den eunice strated to walk around herself. duno wads wrong wib her.. hahaha.. isolate herself.. den we wanna tease her.. so we hide somewhere she cannot see.. wen she go back to the spot where we were, she cannot find us lor.. den we were like,"chu lai ler chu lai ler... ah.. ta da dian hua..." hahaha.. den she wandered somewhere else.. the we wen bck the place where we were. den she called leeting. we told her we are still at the same place.. den she walk back, a bit blur... den junyong was like," eh.. i thought u dere how come u come from here.." hahaha.. me and xk was luffin like mad.. ahhaha...

wen fer cg as usual.. den celebrated zhiling's bithday.. went home at bout 10.. yea.. reached home at 10 plus going 11.. wanted to quickly fin up cg contact list.. but hor, found out tt no red and blue paper.. jas chose blue & red... hm.. haha.. tml go n buy...

18.09.04[Saturday]
later need to go sch fer debate.. haha.. den got piano, den bs.. super busy... lol.. updat later..

takkaire..

2004-09-14T17:15:00.000+08:00

wha.. long time no blog.. burt.. now im bck! whahahaha...

11.09.04 [Saturday]
yep.. 10.00 went fer dental appointment.. den come bck whole morning slack in the front of the com and rot.. yea... den bout 2 plus, sis hui jun come and fetch me to bring me to mediacorp. yep.. i'm performing fer PRESIDENT'S STAR CHARITY! lolx... b4 going dere, went to pick up danielle.

we reach there like 3.30, obviously the earliest.wait and wait. went toilet wash my retainers. yea. hahah... bout 4 like tt, we went in wib bro casey. man... from the tv, the studio looks very big.. wen u get there, its like oni half the size seen on tv lor. so small... lolx.. den practised a bit. told to stand at the side coz im the tallest siah.. ahaha... rare case. lols... den rest a while... 20 min later, practise again... kinda sianed bahs.. den had dinner..wee... hahaha... den changed and wait fer our turn... last item siah... wait until i sleep man. hahaha...

in the end, we were told to stand around e piano. im standin at the side, in the front. quite obvious coz of the height. hahaha... saw so many artistes!! tay ping hui is SO tall... edmund chen looks a bit fatter. hahaha.. soli. no offence yea? cynthia koh is so skinny lor. sharon ou oso. den saw all the 9 finalists fer singapore idol and the 9 wildcard contestants. yep.. tt was the most exciting part bah. OH YA! saw SUN! omg.. she is so pretty... wa..

went home at bout 11 plus bah.. tired..

12.09.04 [Sunday]
suppose to wake up at 6.30... in the end woke up at 7 sia... xue kai gave me morning call.. he was late. hhahaha... den 7.30 left house fer service.. 1st time so early.. but...i was late again... soli lar... stay far not my fault rite.. hahaha... den went down fer service with leeting, xuekai, jerry and jiaxin. xuekai bought dark choca fer me! yay! xie xie ni... great service btw.. strong presence of god.. lovin it.

den went fer bs.. long lesson. den after tt, jia xin was teaching junyong and another guy guitar. junyong, jia you wor! ahahaha... mush practise more. den went down to queue.hhaha... den i took the choc in his bag.. haha.. strawberry one sia.. nice... ahaha.. den i ask,"u noe i take not?" haha.. den he said,"its supposed to be urs.." so i take lor.. ahhaha..

den anna managed to squeeze thru.. so my dear cg member, junyong, you yang xue yang.. so sqeeze in... seein him do so, jerry and benjamin oso go there.. den i was like, i wanna go and chiong wib yong di one.. but its like everyone's lookin.. haha.. i paiseh. lol.. the moment everyone started movin.. i chiong like mad. met yong di infront.. hahah....

another great service.. same presence of god.. pst kong prayed fer me.. juz fell. very strong anoiting from pst. wow... hahaha...

den went fer short meetin wib cg.. im the one incharge of burfdays AGAIN. ahhaha.. guess dey trust my taste... ahahah.. ;) den went to mediacorp le.

today was much better.. no need so early go.. ahahah... we share the same room as the singapore idols! man.. hhha... got their autographs.. olinda, sherine, andy josh, jerry, jeassea, leandrea,daphney, maia, david... hahaha..they're reallie cool pple... jeassea hugged me! hahha... andy josh very shuai nor.. hahaha.. yea... waited..

wen out turn to perform, damn cold sia.. shiverin there.. hahaha.. den after the performance.. i asked sun,"can i touch ur tummy?" den she was like,"okay.." ahha.. then i touch lar.. ask her wad name she gonna name the boy.. she say maybe ray.. hahaha... damn nice eh she...

13.09.04 [Monday]
got bck lit.. 19/25.. okay lar.. normally, get oni 16.. hahaha... den stayed bck fer debate after sch.. mr ang good siah.. very fast find the statisics ler.. ahhaha... stayed until bout 4 plus, den left fer home ler...

normal say.. dun eben feel like going sch nor... sian ka si... slack like mad... haix.. stayed till 12.30 to fin my script..

14.09.04[Tuesday]
today debate.. guess wad? WE WON! hahaa.. at first, wewere like, maybe no chance.. hahah... i was so scared.. i was shivering like crazy.. bit my hand lor.. den tried to tear paper.. ahahaha.. hapfway wen i was speaking... i was tryin to take out my wallet coz very uncomfortable. hahaha... den deng lao shi was like,"wad is she doing??" ahahha... good job everyone. e4 debaters totallie rawk.. hahha

yep... tt's bout all bah.. hehe.. takkaire

2004-09-10T23:48:00.001+08:00

haha.. im online lar everyday.. but, jus lazy to blog bah. haha...

09.09.04[Thursday]
yep. managed to go out wib the peeps! ahaha.. but b4 everything, went fer piano. can u believe it? i did 3 tests papers in a row. suddenly so hardworking sia.. ahaha.. even teacher oso chua tio. lolx. den made my way down to bp to meet the rest.

doug, kelly, ambrish, kp were there. shortly after, meli came. den saw jeremy on the road.. haha... we took 700 down. jus nice the bus come so all of us chiong up.. lolx. reach dere le, we went to buy tix first. met lothars dere. my gawd. i'm watching 13 going on 30 for the 2nd time! hahaha... coz the guys dey dun wanna watch cinderella story. dey say its a bimbotic show. ahahha.. yep. den went heeren.

actually wanted to eat one. but they guys were like ai mai ai mai.. so heck lor. eben though i was kind of hungry at tt time. went heeren..

dunno wad we doin oso. den the guys went in flash and splash... den the 3 of us(me, kel, meli) didnt go in. we ran away. hahaha... we ran up 2 levels. den we walk walk around. den dey saw us from 2nd level. wen dey are cumin up.. we went down. hahaha... den we decided to go back heeren to eat.

great! e guys are eatin there in the end. hahaha... i guessed it. yea.. den dey were like,"eh.. find us, if not dun give u movie tix.." den i was like ~diao~.. go lor. dun kare... ahhaha... ate ljs. den went to find dem. dey went arcade bah, i guess.. den we went all the way up oni to find tt our cinema is downstairs... hahaa.. thanks to the BEST TOUR GUIDE, douglas teo... hahaha.. bring us the wrong way. hahaha.. den bought some pop corns. went in.

lothars was sitting at the far left, den doug, meli, me, kelly, ambrish, kp, jeremy... yea.. den ambrish was like,"eh.. constance, sit wib doug.." den i gave him the diao look. ahhaha...den meli was saying,"wa.. if anyone want constance's number, must go through me and kelly first.. den i was like -_-".. ahhaha... kel was sayin,"eh... i tink he like u leh. the way he look at you.." i gave her the diao look again.. WAT?! hahaha....

den watch the movie lor.. remembered every part man... i love the pink roses jennifer garner held! omg! AH... i'll make sure my future bf gets me a bouquet next time. ahaha... i lurbe flowers...

den the gals decided to go home.. the guys went cdans to bowl i tink.. ahhaha.. farn bah.

i went to take out my braces!!! ahahaha... so now i have quite a perfect smile lerr! =D yay! f i n a l l y, after 1 year 2 months. hahaha...

den went church fer the rehearsal thingy.tink dey gonna use my voice and get someone else to sing. kinda feel tt it's unfair bah, i guess? hahah... heck la.

10.09.04[Friday]
morning went sch fer chi supp. was ~~late~~ fer like 15 mins? hahaah.. wen i go into the room, everyone was like,"eh? sui lai de?" hahaah.. look so diff meh? haha

learn gong han.. so many things to memorise.. hahaha... sian.. got back test paper! hahaha... guess how muchy?? hahaha... 45.5/50 sia! 91%!!! damn happie.. nb get tis high b4. thank god. ahhaha... =D

den discussed the debate stuff wib hong lao shi till bout 2 plus. den an,vane,cher, han and me went j8 to eat.. we ate kfc.. hahaha.. den took neos! the neos machine nice sia. ahahah.. so nice lor.. ahahha... first neo w/o braces! yay! ahahha

den came home, eat, den left fer cg. so early sia. i 6.15 reach ler.. ahahah... den met the guy, xue kai.. pretty nice guy btw.. ahahhaa... friendly. yepz! tt's the word. hahaa

so now im bck... k la.. tired ler.. nitez peeps!

2004-09-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

hahaha.... 2 days nv blog.. here goes~!

07.09.04[Tuesday]
went out wib cher and jerry.. i was late again... haix.. conssie ah conssie, wad u doin?? den actually wanted to stardie... but as usual, i slack dere.. just dun feel like doing anything. dun eben feel like going school.. AH! *beats herself* wat am i tinking?! arg...

slack in the library until like 2 plus i tink. den went to eat pastamania.. omg. 2 consecutive days eatin the same old beef bolognese.. my gosh. *abish herself* hahaha... cher finally finish eatin her spagetti for once. hahaha... den i went to cold storage to but chocs coz they wanted to punish me fer being late. humph! den we walk up and down.. go up to level 4 den come down again. duno wad wqe doin oso?! ahah.. den our dear miss cherylnn tan and mr jeremiah tan keep bullying me. wha biang.. they bully until song song. poke here poke there.. u 2 good... gang up qi fu wo... den jerry keep di siao-in me using jay.. pek check sia... hahaha.. TUPID... den i keep hood-ing him. but he say no feeling one.. humph...

after tt went home and slack. sian 1/2...

08.09.04[Wednesday]
went to school early mornin.. sianz... fer the debate lar.. den chao hong lao shi, pian wo.. say wad he everyday oso at sch.. today duno where the hell he go.. arg.. but the 4 of us(me, cher, michelle ng, ann) didnt slack.. we did something wib the help of my dearest 4e7 cousin... ahahaha... she kinda like helped us.. so nice of her. i'll treat her to lunch 1 of these days.. yep... hahaha...

den went fer guzheng. wa.. the whole of 2nd row changed to 1st row.. meaning im in the 1st row sia.. wha biang. dun like it.. play wrongly bery obvious one lor. malu... hahaha... wa.. practise from 1-5 lor.. scarie. play until hand cramp... hahahaha...

sian sia... tml wanna go out wib doug, ambrish, jeremy, kp, carm dey all but dad's not workin.. tupid lar.. arg... hate it hate it hate it

2004-09-06T19:26:00.000+08:00

im bck im bck... not bad lar today..

met vane, han and ann... i was the latest again.. ahahha.. soli lar girls.. den we went far east walk walk... sian.. nothing to see one.. btw, vane say the white dress is nice.. so i tink i'll go get it.. yep! den we went pasta mania to eat lunch... hahaha... eat beef bolognese again.. ahahha.. always the same thing. eat ler we went to check cathay der showtimes fer cinderella story. decided to watch the 3 pm one but.. SOLD OUT! omg.. so fast... in the end, decided to watch 13 going on 30. b4 movie, went to heeren walk walk... went to take neoprintx! ahahha... not bad. quite nice.. den the 4 of us chiong bck 4 e movie. bought popcorn den rushed to the cinema... hahaha.. 13 going on 30 nice eh.. farnie and touching at the same time.. i want to learn photography and the matt in the movie made me want to learn it eben more.. my gawd.. i love photography! i love being able to capture the important moments, happie, sad... woah! lovin it'

den went heeren walk walk a while.. den go mos drink corn soup... hehe...eat so much sia.. den go home ler lor..

noe slackin in front of com, toking to joel... hahaha.. long time no talk to him le sia... glad tt he still remember me tis fren sia.. ahhaha... talk crap. ya... hahah...

takkaire...

2004-09-06T10:21:00.000+08:00

hahah... here goes.

03.09.04[Friday]
yep... after sch went ot eat wib jie meis and 1 kor(px).. hahaha... den i managed to pon genaral meetin and the art briefing.. hahh... i going malaysia mah.. coz today is my mother's birthday. hhahaa...

in the end, went to causeway first then go malaysia. 5 plus den reach dere. den i go make new specs.. yay~! i like it lots.. hahah... so nerd looking.. lolx. tt's my purpose. den went to cut my hair. belieev it or not. i cut till damn short(to me la).. ahaha.. these are wad some pple say:-
brother: so short.. like little girl like that.
mother: not nice lar.. too short..
father: u got cut meh? ahhaha...
eunice: wooo~...
jerry: u look farnie sia...
shuhan: so cute!!! never tie look like teacher. got tie look so cute!
andrea: still cute...
veronica: i still cannot accept the fact...
rachel: you cut ur hair???
anna: how come u cut until so short?
pelyn: weird... but cool... hahahh...
lian sheng: n.e.r.d! hahaha...
jasmine: omg!
cherylnn: ok la.. not very short...
vanessa: hahaha... omg
abigail: so short!
cynn: ahahaha.. cute.

ya.. so far is like tt lar.. haahha... back to malaysia.. i bought the adidas pink water bottle! lookin fer it fer so long... vane wants it.. ahhaha... den bought a tazzie bottle fer cher.. ahahaha.. haven gib her sia.. yep...

04.09.04 [Saturday]
nothing much... went fer make up cell.. den hui jia.. mum bought a nike bag fer me! yay~! i wanted tt bag fer so long ler... tt time saw the red one.. eyes stuck there man... she bought me the blue one... hahaah.. yay..

den mum whack my bro at nite.. duno fer wat oso.. use my dad's belt to hood him.. den she mood no good. so come and scold me.. i was like, " huh?!" hahaha... dun kare sia...

05.09.04 [Sunday]
went fer ballet as usual, de fer service.. btw, congrats Rachel! she was water baptised today... yea.. after service i gotta leave alread mah... coz got performance at victoria.

reache there a while den eat lor.. hahaha.. hungry sia.. no lunch, no dinner... not bad.. tis time the food nicer.. ahhaha... after tt go change liao..

so hot sia... den wait wait wait.. CO guys help us take chair... thanks a lot~! den they oso help us clear... xie xie neh.. ahahha....

den we gotta bring the damn heavy guzheng bck to sch ma.. den wa biang.. i carry until i bo lat sia.. den kane come help me... xie xie! hahaha.. owe him a meal.. i go hk to repay him.. lol... den some guys come help to carry fer us.. man, they're strong man.. carry 2 guzhengs leh.. *claps* hahaha... yep.. special thanks to CO guys and gals wo have helped us in a way or another, esp. kane, minghan, tedson.. thanks fer helpin... went bck to sch after tt...

carry until siao man... me, vane, cher, vane's dad and the bus uncle carried 11 guzhengs down man.. power.. after carry all guzheng, we went back. cher's dad sent me to yishun.. thank you uncle! den went bck home...

06.09.04 [Monday]
today going out wib han, vane and ann.. cher cannot.. mum dun allow bah i guess... blog later...

2004-09-02T16:37:00.000+08:00

haix.. mixed again...

furrs was maths test results.. I GOT 27/30 leh~! hahaha... so happie.. now jerry owes me one treat.. yay... ahhaha... happie sia... but get bck my sci oso.. wha rao... 20/40 nia sia... actually supposed to be 19 one.. but cher help me dig out one mark... ahhaha.. xie xie! *muah..*

sian lar today.. whole day slack dere.. geog test die ler lor.. i go learn irrigation, the test come out land reclamation... wad?! hahaha.... dun kare la dun kare la.. tml dnt.. stardie wat? i didnt eben bring tb back.. lolx..

see ya peeps...

2004-09-01T17:17:00.000+08:00

tis is my 100th entry ler... *cheers* hahaha... anyway... hAppIe TeacHeRs' dAy~!
specal tribute to: -
{mdm siti [wvps]} thanks fer the exciting year.. reallie thank you fer helpin me so much.. xie xie ni... thanks fer all the hardwork you've put into 6/7[02]...
{mrs chew [wvps]} remember the days, all the jokes and farnie stuff we did? haha... i enjoyed myself so much.. miss the days.. wanna oso thank you fer wad you've done for 5/6 [01].. all the memorising of idioms and phrasal verbs reallie helped me a lot.. zhen de hen xie xie ni... lurbe you~!
{miss rozianna [zhss]} athough you've not taught us fer long, but reallie, thank you fer teaching us, brushing up my science... haahha.... thanks a lot...
{mr ang [zhss]} xie xie ni lao shi.. you qi shi bian lun zhi qian de zhun bei gong fu... ru guo mei you ni de bang zhu, wo men ye bu hui sheng chu.. xie xie ni... ni zui bang~! xD

yep... some teachers are reallie GREAT lor.. but some ah.. wa.. can go nong pia.. esp is tupid kang peh peh.. wad the hell lor.. falsh transparency fer 3 sec expect us to finish copyin.. tupid la.. i'll make sure han get her mom to write petition to send him out lor.. duno wad's he doing oso... arg...

anyway.. went fer ballet... learn how to darn shoes.. why u still looking at me like tt?! lolz... difficult sia.. push the needle in until my hand red red pain pain lor... its gonna like take me 10 years to finish darning the shoe...

haix.. bck... slack again.. tml got geog sia.. haben eben started starding.. mush stardie the guidebook.. bo bian.. no tb.. lols..

jia you eberyone fer geog tml kays?! *winks*

2004-08-31T18:08:00.000+08:00

ARG~! ACCIDENTLY PRESS THE WRONG BUTTON.. *BOO* EVERYTHING DISAPPEAR...

tupid lar.. type so much lor.. haix..

went to sch as normal... pon aces day workout.. went to collect cake wib dana.. haaha.. wa.. we carry until we almost faint on the way back.. super heavy sia.. 5 kg... hahah.. after puttin the cake, went to d the catering stuff.. oh! b4 tt, was helpin out wib the prize presentation thingy... book review competition... xiao li jie got 2nd in her level man.. btw, xiao li jie a.k.a shuli a.k.a soh sook lee is my cousin lai der.. power.. aahhaha... den went to library fer te caterin stuff.. man.. the food smelt so good lor.. then the few of us dere plus some media club peeps were waitin fer the teachers to say,"erm.. okay, u all can eat." hahaha... nice sia.. ahhaha... watched the concert... the 4e2 one damn farnie sia.. 4 guys nia..tis guy acted as teacher, "you can be a superhero wen you grow up..." den he ask one guy,"wad superhero do you wanna be wen u grow up?" guess wad the guy answer.. "wonder woman.." aahhahaha... farnie lor.. ahahah.. luff ka peng wib rony.

den after everything went wv.. so mani pple lor... the moment i walked into the hall, see so many peeps sia.. everyone change so much.. ahahah.. yun yun slimed down so much.. laypeng cut her hair SHORT.. omg... alex start spikin his hair up and tt made him taller.. ahaahha... bee em still look the same.. ambrish grew so tall sia.. SO TALL... taller than me by one head.. made me so zi bei.. haix.. hahaha... managed to ask doug y he 'dao' me.. btw, i tink he haven give me an answer.. ahahah... ok la..

went out after tt witn 2002 p6 batch and mdm siti... went borders den heeren.. walk walk walk and walk.. tired sia.. me, meli, anne, laypeng, yun*2, doug, ambrish, jeremy, wenyi left at bout 5 plus.. coz kinda sian ler... hahaah...

reach home slack at home.. yep... tml going ballet bah... learn how to darn the spointe shoes.. dun look at me tis way.. its spelt tis way ok. D-A-R-N... hahahaha... actually wanted to mrs chan's house one.. burt can miss the darning part of the shoes.. haix.. nbm..

kk.. peeps, takkaire...

p/s: i fergot to bring my geog tb back... thurs geog test sia.. die... lolx... *blur*

2004-08-30T18:35:00.000+08:00

yep... so many things happenin... good and bad.. its just swallows me up... haix...

29.08.04[Sunday]
found out bout cher.. since u made the decision ler, u gotta live the consequences k? it may be hard.. but wib jie meis, i noe u can do it one.. hahaha... jia you.. any prob mush let me noe hor.. *winkz*

last service together with ex-w198(04').. kinda sad actually... after serv, went up roof garden to noe our new cells.. shan will be going individually to adult cell... all da best leh.. wen told to say something to the rest of us, she cry like mad... den the others kena influenced oso... everyone started cryin... me oso.. yea... me, rach, leeting, anna, liansheng, sarah cried... yea.. so sad u noe.. haix.. nbm... life goes on.. yep... pple stayin in w198 are me, leeting, eunice, sarah, zhiling, yukie, liansheng... susan, junyong, sivest joining us.. heard tt there's gonna be a xuekai oso.. yea... hope that it'll be a new chapter fer all of us.. pple leavin w198 are, rachel, anna, xiaotong, peishan, jerry, galex, eileen, qianmin.. ya think tt's all.. everyone jia you k? *smile smile*
{to w198}:everyone takkaire hor.. see me durin serv, or cg mush say hi hor.. hahaha.. dun kk dun noe me like tt... ehehe...

wa.. didn't eat durin fellowship... ate my lunch cum dinner at 9... 12 hours of not eatin.. haix.. someone's gonna kill mua.. lol...

30.08.04[Monday]
whole mornin eyes swollen.. last nite lor.. pain until like wat.. hahaha... vane thought i see something.. *u noe* lolx...

today maths test... tink was quite okie bah.. except fer one question.. something bout hemisphere... hahaha.. anyhow tikam.. tink first question i get correct.. 2nd one anyhow write coz no time.. lolx.. except fer tt question, others i got confidence... yeap.. lolx...

wa... tired le.. tml teachers' day celebration cum aces day.. ahah.. i can skip aces day.. YAY~! ahahah.. i go out of school to buy cake wib dana.. wa.. she save me.. lolx... ;)

talk again yah? takkaire

2004-08-28T18:14:00.000+08:00

probably mixed feelings bah.. i oso duno how to explain.. come.. here goes...

27.08.04 [Friday]
so mani tings happened today.. first was science test.. i did stardied.. but in the end? haix.. i can go nong pia alread lor.. the question ask for the cost of one week, i never go X7... the question ask the voltage over the battery cells, i forgot the fomular... the chemical equation i didn't balance it properly...wat is tis?! pek chek.. arg.. heck ah... tink of happie stuff..

after sch got debate thingy.. b4 practising fer it, went to eat wib han and vane.. wa.. me and han yao gui sia.. eat like 2 plates of rice.. wa.. power.. hahaha... vane was amazed.. lolx...

after mum mum-in, went to practise fer the debate thingy.. was feelin kinda nervous actually.. yep.. accordin to han and the rest, they say i read my script well durin the practice. so 2.30 sharp, we went to the debate venue... ~~nervous, nervous and very nervous~~...hahaha... durin the free time, cher shoot them like mad... hahaha... then they never answer the question i ask... ARG... fergot to shoot them bck durin my speech.. according to han, px and vane, i did well.. YAY~! hahaha... and WE WON! we won we won we won.. yea! hahaha... very happie.. teared... too happie liaox.. cher got best speaker obviously coz of all the shootin.. then the results fer the other classes- 2e2 VS 2e3, 2e2 won... 2n1 VS 2e1, 2n1 won... 2e5 VS 2e6, 2e6 won... which means that our next opponent is 2n1... jia you everyone~!

den went fer cg.. haix.. last cg with the bunch of peeps.. sad sad... time seems to pass by so quickly.. just a blink of an eye, *whoosh* we're multiplyin again.. time reallie flies..

{to w198}: reallie lurbe u guys a lot k? eben though we will sometimes hab arguemements, but in the end, everything will be okay rite? *smilez* all of u guys take good care of urself.. hope that wen we see each other during services/make up cells, we'll still talk like we once did. yea? promise arh... *sticks out pinky* reallie lurbe u all.. everyone continue to grow in the lord and rise up k? i believe we'll still be frens 4eva... *muaa*

as usual, wen jas gave her speech, tis cry baby here cry again lor.. haix.. expected... ren hen jiu liao.. from the eatin of dinner alread wanna cry.. haix... :'( nbm, life gets better... eberyone move on k?

after cell, mum called.. y cant she just trust me?! its not like as if im gonna spend the nite out in the streets lor.. i juz hate it wen she dun trust me.. i respect her lor.. burt y cant she just respect me... just hate it.. hate the feelin of not being trusted... i told u to believe me ler, u dun wanna... i tell u the truth le lor.. dun kare... u want to believe nort its ur problem.. as long as i noe im doin wad is right.. wo zhang da le.. wo zhi dao shen me gai zuo shen me bu gai zuo.. wei shen mei ni bu yao xiang xin wo...

28.08.04[Saturday]
early mornin slack in front of computer... woke up at 10 btw.. so late.. yea... slack until lunch time.. eat lunch, bathe, den went fer piano...

came bck at bout 5... did some cards fer w198.. den slack in front of computer again... dere's noting much i can do.. i'm ~~locked~~ at home... my mum dun allow me to get out of house.. everyday call and check on me.. wad the heck lor.. its nort like im gonna kill someone or wat.. wa... buay ta han sia..arg...

now givin my bro ting xie.. wa.. want to vomit blood liao.. tell him 3 times then can hear wad im sayin.. arg.. f.i.n.e... im locked at home and have to give my bro ting xie.. wad life is tis man... hate it.. just hate it..

2004-08-26T18:47:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. im here to blog again fer yeasterday and today...

25.08.09 [Wednesday]
yep... today went to see mr ang after sch again.. yep.. saw part of my script.. said that i can carry on writing.. den showed xiao li jie... she say she'll give me a whole list of points the next day.. YAY~! lurbe ya! hahaha... den went fer guzheng..

kind of sian.. burt got to use the 23 strings guzheng.. new one.. damn nice sia... ahhaha... ended like bout 6.15 which means tt i may be late fer my ballet lor.. hahah.. kinda rushed fer ballet... wasnt tt late after all.. 15 mins late.. yep.. did the usual stuff.. did center work... YAY~! dun like the ~~barred~~ work... haha... did pirouettes, adage etc... wasnt able to turn a very nice turn.. kinda have a weak left leg...right leg nort so bad.. left leg totally no strength... duno y.. weird.. den some of the peeps in my class got their pointe shoes le lor! i dun have sia... teacher say my size haben come.. arg... qi si wo.. i want my pointe shoes! *cries*

26.08.04 [Thursday]
yup.. today kinda okay ba.. juz kena pissed by tis sec 1 ncc guy... stand behind me there talk so much... wa.. kanasai lor... tupid guy... i make sure joey pump him like mad man... lolx...

after sch me and cher went bck home straight.. first time so early... ahahha... then at northpoint there, cherylnn kena da shan... lolx.. tt guy come ask fer number. den she scared stiff.. lolx.. now she noe how it feels... tt time me kena i oso scared until i almost faint.. lol... but tis guy ask fer cher's number not very pai lookin.. tt time ask for mine one look very ah beng sia.. lolx.. hahaha

sian.. tml sci.. mush pia like mad.. kk.. everybody takkaire..

2004-08-24T18:48:00.000+08:00

yep.. today sian sian... first 2 periods is IT.. was doin the text animation halfway den miss ann ask us to stop.. i was so happie doin it lor.. den she stopped us and teach us how to do buttons.. sian lor.. text animation nicer... anyway... after tt in class... mich gave out the bottles of deodorant.. hahah. the she announced lar,"the blue one is from the guys and the white one for the gals.. use it under ur armpits and... you-know-where..." ahahah... then mr leong was dere then he commented say wat cannot use the same bottle fer the armpits and the duno-where coz may contaminate it.. ahhaha.. the he say somemore cannot take the wrong bottle.. may attract the wrong group of pple.. lame sia... ahhahaha... was luffin dere non-stop.. hahahah...

yup... den normal lor.. sian dae at school.. the time seem to pass so slowly.. buay ta han.. yea... den fergot to bring geog tb & wb.. borrowed from cynn... (xie xie ler cynn~!) yea.. chi test today quite okay bah i guess.. oni the li jie wen da a bit diff.. the others should be quite easy if u got stardie... i stardied... lolx.. yea...

stayed bck after sch fer the writin of debate scripts... yep.. joey took like an hour to memorise one sentence... pathetic.. ahahha... anyway he's not participating liao coz his NCC last min got archery test or something.. ann wil take her place.. YAY~! dajie! which makes the whole debate team gals.. girls totally rulez... lol... my ang explained a lot of things until i was like kind of blurred... haahah... must slowly let me digest ma... lol... yep.. im 4th speaker... suppose to emphasize out stand clearly and summarise wad the others said.. yep... 4 min... minus 30-45 secs of rebuttin the other group... yeap... so i need to prepare a 3 min plus speech.. tonite go do.. mush fin by tonite.. tml show mr ang see wad he say.. ahaha... farn lor.. but not realie a lot of time to prepare everything...

so tired.. later go bathe ler then fin my hw and the speech.. see wad time.. got time den come online again.. maybe i haven...

2004-08-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. sho tired lor today... keep wantin to sleep... haix..

today pe farnie sia... aahahaah.... we keep shoutin "VERON MEI YOU CHUAN ** **" hahahaha.... den she pai seh sia... lolx.. we wanted to walk by class *e* de lor... burt veron siam away... lol... ya.. durin pe, tupid keong want us to play soccer match.. biang... sian nor... han be goal keeper.. den someone kick the ball... han tried to stop in then her wrist in the end kena bend backwards.. wa.. she pain until she like wanna cry like tt.. me xim tia... hahaha... yea lor.. mush takkaire lor... yah...

sian lor.. english test... tink im gonna flunk it lor.. tupid kang peh peh... set until so difficult.. arg... pek chek lor... duno lar..

tml chinese... haix.. haben eben started.. tonite stardie until mad... yep.. hao le bah... smilez =D

2004-08-22T22:48:00.000+08:00

wah... long time no blog ler... ahhaha.. soli lar.. lazi mah...

21.08.04 [Saturday]
haha... slacked the whole morning... supposed to do hw.. burt heck la.. ahahah... yea.. den bout 12 plus left the house go meet mum fer lunch wib tina jie... we went sushi teh to eat.. wa.. eat until i so full...hahaha.. went gai gai @ far east after tt...

tried a dress... yea.. white colour... hahaha.. nice eh... maybe will get it ba.. see how.. then tried a wrap skirt(the one tango gals bought except tt its shorter).. nort bad nort bad.. ahahha.. see how la.. den sian sian... walk around... den left at bout 4.15 to go sch fer the music and movement nite thingy...

reach sch at bout 5... practise guzheng and stuff lor.. after tiao ying, go walk walk wib cher and vane... chat under the umbrella.. nice feeling... yea.. hangin out with jiemeis is jush so nice... yap... went bck cookery rm at bout 6 to hab dinner... so early nor.. hahaha... i fin the whole pack.. cher and vane didnt eben fin 1/4 of it.. my gosh.. i am getting fat soon lor.. hahaha... den got ready, wear the ~~tupid costume~~.. arg! haahah... went to watch the concert at gallery...

started off quite well bah i guess.. band played 2 songs.. the Y.M.C.A was cute.. aahhaha.. den choir.. the guy can really s h a k e man althought the sang out of tune... ahahha.. he's like the LIMELIGHT of the whole bunch... aahhaa... not bad not bad... den...i carn remember the rest liao... OH... marcus played a solo.. i tot it was kinda good.. yep...

mine item was after interval, the last item... yea.. 2nd part of the concert started off with the CO.. didnt manage to listen coz was busy preparing.. yea.. after CO was ELDDS... after ELDDS is guzheng.. so.. yea... went up dere.. a bit of confusion... "where's my chair?!" "dun put the mic there!" lolx.. yea.. then the curtains open and we played the songs.. turned out quite gd... got big applause from the audience... ahahha.. han's mum was impressed.. not bad not bad.. hahaha... yea.. den went home after tt.. dad came to fetch me...

22.08.09 [Sunday]
yep.. as usual... went fer ballet... sian.. coz whole lesson do barre.. arg... went church after tt... hillsongs united live came to lead praise and worship! woohoo~! cool sia... ahahaha... farn... yea... den ps ulf preached... he's such a storyteller lor.. finish preaching using stories... yea.. den he prayed fer those who wanted to be baptized in the holy spirit.. liansheng and yukie went down.. congrats! yep.. ate my lunch at bout 4.30? hahaha... yea...den went to meet mum @ causeway pnt... didnt eat dinner.. coz i wasnt hungry.. yap.. gai gai a bit.. went to check x430.. ~~i cannot upgrade my phone...~~ oni can do it on 22nd dec 2004.. tao yan si... hahah... went home nort long after..

yep.. so slack in front of com... did some hw.. kinda tired ler.. talk again yea... wan an..

2004-08-20T17:51:00.000+08:00

jush came bck from sch...

yea... after sch got rehearsal fer the music and movement nite tml at zhss... sian.. keep practisin until my hand pain... den halfway practisin, mum called... say a lort of stuff.. i still duno how she noe one lor.. its like suddenly come and ask me.. wha biang.. i was like damn scared something will happen.. arg.. tupid...

wa.. i reallie neber lie to dem lor.. juz hope that dey will believe me.. wa.. if dey dun ah. tt's in fer me la.. ARG.. hate it hate it hate it..

2004-08-19T17:40:00.000+08:00

hahaha... today bery bery happie... burt... let me tok bout yesterday first...

18.08.04 [Wednesday]
my mum confiscated my phone... yes... haix... coz my bill lar.. from $40+ increase till $200+...haix... i was like damn sad lor.. biang.. almost teared... no fone i seriously will die one.. haix.. like tt lor.. nbm lar.. 31 days... mush wait 31 days.. but.. i 1 day alread buay ta han liao still wanna say 31 days.. jia lat.. haix.. no choice.. hope dey change their mind soon... hmm...

yesterday went fer guzheng... chen lao shi nb come... the tupid bald head teacher came.. wa.. he's crazy.. ask us play the 'feng shou luo gu' play until so fast.. hand almost like cramp zhu lor.. hahaha... yea.. then the 'xiao hua gu' ending farnie farnie one.. hahaha... duno wad he doing oso.. lolx... yea.. den bout 5 end ler... 1st time so early.. hahah.. den went fer ballet...

i reach there like 6 pm wen it starts at 7.. so early lor.. then nothing to do... see the grade 6 peeps dance... yea.. the like bout 7.15 den start.. dance dance dance... kept sweating lor... hahaha.. fainaly get to do the arabeque adage... farn.. ahhaha... then pirouettes... finally able to do 1 and 1/4 turn.. nice.. hahahaha.... yep.. den went home...

19.08.04 [Thursday]
today is like so farn lor.. jie meis (7 orb us) went out together... yea... we go eat ramen together.. wa.. eat until i so full.. cannot walk.. ahhaah... yea... the the 7 of us go take neo... took 2 times.. ahhaha... so nice.. AH~! next time mush go out again man...yep.. promise? *sticks out pinkie* ;)

btw... todae's alex's birthday~! happie burfday worhx! hahaha... celebrate wib u another dae k? ;)

haix.. fone still nort bad.. feel so despo fer my fone sia.. arg... nbm.. as long as i get in bck 31 days later.. yup.. takkaire pple..

2004-08-17T20:20:00.000+08:00

heh... im bck to blog.. yep..

16.08.14 [Monday]
guess nothing much ba... ORH! hab... ahah.. durin pe lessons we stayed in classroom coz lao keong neber come.. then duno y the guys were 'fightin' in my area.. then suddenly yan kit go throw pencil case i think... den kena wenpei's head.. hahahah... so loud.. somemore gort rebounce one... 'bounce' until the bck of the class room... lolx.. all da gals and guys were luffin like mad dere... lolx... yea.. tt was like the highlight of the period.. hahaha...

after school went out to j8 wib darlin cher, baobei han and laoma jerome.. ahahaha.... yea.. ate mos burger.. woohoo~! yum yum... so nice.. ahahah.. den we wen shop shop... no $ take neo liaox.. haix..yea.. then i was so tempted to wat mango pudding again.. hahah.. burt dey keep sayin im yao gui... so i didnt eat lor... aahaha.. den quite early go home.. den nothing much happened after tt bah...

17.08.09 [Tuesday]
yep... today's jerry's birthday.. so... HaPpiE bUrfdaY~! hahaha.. yea.. den i finally went to do my ez link card... yay... hhaha... yep... den today stardied so much... sci-chemical equations, lit-summary of chap 2, chi-ting xie(a bit la..)... hahaha... yep...

wa.. tired sia today.. use too much of my brain cells ler.. hahaha... yea.... hahaha... takkaire peeps...

2004-08-15T20:37:00.000+08:00

heya... i'm bck... lolx.. today farn sia.. come let me start...

hehe... went ballet as usual... hahaha... hm.. didn't get to do the arabesque thingy... nice eh tt one... hahaha.... no time to do pirouettes eben.. haix.. borin today... whole lesson do barre work.. dun like... lolx... den went to church..

today chc's birthday sia... HAPPIE BURFDAY~! weeets* lolx.. den the POM (parade of ministry)... dance bery cool sia.. ballet rawks... yea.. juz lurbe it lor.. hahaha... ballet is like my life.. lolx..

den after tt went to da carnival.. my gosh.. u should look at the amount of pple there man... *faints* almost suffocate... lolx... den went rivera... everybody eat there... yea.. after tt tink we went roof garden go take neo.. but didnt want to cause the machine will make u look fatter de.. zhen de.. lolx... so didnt take.. hahaa... yea.. then kinda hang round then left...

b4 we all left... saw roger holding tis bunch of like 30 balloons... my gosh.. almost fainted again... hahaha. he's like holdin it and walkin around like nobody's business... hahaha.. da first one to noe was jerry... he heard roger callin him.. he turned around wand was shocked to see like balloons all around him.. aahhaha... he quickly informed the rest den me and LS were like luffin non-stop dere.. cute lor.. haha.. xiao hai zi jiu shi ziao hai zi... so innocent one... ke aii.. lolx.. the he reallie dun wanna gib up the balloon... so he went home, walkin on the streets with like 30 balloons.. hahaha.. everyone was like lookin.. and we peeps, being nice.. walked him home.. hahaha... scared he halfway walkin home kena rob of his balloons.. lol.. hahaha.. the peeps lookin were like so *envious* of him lor.. ahahha... i was still luffin non-stop... ahhahaa...den all of us sort of went chasing him.. hahaha... nice.. should have taken a pic and send in for competition.. confirm win der lor.. hahaha... yep.. then we reach his house downstairs... hahaa.. then it was like he's tryin hard to squeeze his balloons into the lift... kawaii neh.. hahaha... felt like clappin wen he finally did it.. lolx... ya.. then the rest go take bus back to boonlay..

reach boon lay le go popular.. eunice wanna buy something.. yea.. she bought ring file sia.. i recommend one.. the white one... i oso want liao.. darlin cher, buy sama kayz? ahaha. then the book oso.. i told eunice which one i like.. then oni left one.. so bo bian.. since she needs in sooner than me, let her hab it furs... hahaha... tao yan si... lolx... ya.. the went cool station buy drink.. both of us finished it before we went separate ways.. power.. so thirsty... hahaha.. jiu hui jia le lor..

bck home.. ate dinner.. play murmurs on piano.. nort bad... improvin.. hahaha... tml tink got piano.. dun feel like going.. theory haben do.. haix... S-T-R-E-S-S-E-D sia... maybe will tell mum to stop piano furs.. but theory exam oct lei.. sian.. haix...

hao le bah.. blog again... *muaa*

2004-08-14T16:54:00.000+08:00

haix.. its been like 2 days since i blogged? yea.. kinda busy and lazy.. eben if online oso dun reallie feel like bloggin.. so lan duo.. haix..

13.08.04 [Friday]
todae finally change seat le... haix.. nb sit with my darlin cher, xiao babe vanessa, mich marmie and ronnie ler... burt thank god i still gort han and ann wib me.. hehe... its like cute lor the way rozianna changed out seats... han was directly opposite vane... (as in one end to the other end...) then me and cher oso... mich and ann were opposite.. and ron was in the middle... weird eh? hahah... burt juz hope tt tis changin of seats will gib everyone a conducive environment fer studyin.. hmm..

yep... after sch gort tis girls' talk on women's rights.. yea.. kinda good i tot.. han didnt seem to get it... hahhaa.. me and vanessa was tryin to explain to her explain until we almost vomit blood... lol... ahhaha... han... i noe u understand de lar.. hahaha...

den went bck classrm see the tango peeps practise for the last time b4 the auditions later in the afternoon... guess tt dey're quite okay ler ba... heard in the end tt it turned out quite well.. good job gurls~! *thumbs up* heh.. i noe u all worked bery hard fer tis.. hope we'll get it bah... hehe..

den left wib cher... took 853 den change 171.. n.o.r.m.a.l... yea.. den wen home slack in front orb the computer den went fer cell and diana's place, which is oso anna's place.. (they're sistas u c..) yep...

reached there... kinda scared.. because of the DOG... wa.. supposed to be super hyper-active.. but duno wad happened yesterday..she's quite quiet... lolx... good sign... lolx...yea.. everything was alrite until after cell... wa.. anna came running to me with her dog... then i was like running into the room den stick myself on the cupboard (u get wad i mean?).. then she go use the dog's paw go rub my bck... i freaked out man.. xia si wo lor... wa... almost like cried on da spot.. lolx...

den received a sms from ******i... he kind of like asked me if i know who wanted to break the disc... yea.. they guys wanted to break the disc so tt the tango gurls wun have the music.. yup.. dey r tt childish... i was like wads ur problem lor... reallie tupid lor.. childish childish childish.. hate it.. fer godness sake, grow up la...

14.08.04 [Saturday]
yep... earlie mornin go guzheng... didnt eat breakfast then go dere play until my hand pain.. hahaa.. ya.. gort rehearsal fer the music and movement nite next sat (21.08.04)... sian... they gotta hab practise again for another performance, alumni concert or something at victoria concert hall(05.09.04).. so ~~busy~~... haix...

den after tt wen to j8 with darlin cher and xiao babe vane.. went to eat our brunch... ahhaa.. PASTAMANIA! woohoo... lurbe it man... used to hate pasta.. but i lurve it like crazy now.. lolx... i ate beef bolognese... vane too... cher ate da chicken one coz she dun take beef... ahaha.. we eat until so full... cher didn't finish her food again.. everytime oso like tt... lolx.. den we went to meet cher's mum to take -kaching-.. coz cher need to buy her grade 7 practical book... yup.. so went to christofori to check.. the pple there jus say dun hab.. dun eben bother to check.. wad service is tis.. lolx.. saw so many violins there.. omg.. so nice... i wanna learn sia.. thank god i nb see cello there.. ib not i tink i'll scream my head off.. lolx.. den e 3 of us went to walk walk... see so mani nice nice tings.. hahaha... as usual... den went to meet cher's mum..

wa.. den me and vane were like so tempted by the mango pudding at crystal jade.. hahaa.. we kind of like rushed to get it.. lolx.. mm.. nice eh.. cher was again amazed at how much we can eat.. ahahha... we went muji.. so ncie all the books and pens.. the pink one totally rocs lor... ahaha... fine... im a pink freak can.. lolx...

den we went bck to sch fer tis streamin talk... met mum.. but i went in first coz she said she dun wanna be so early.. lolx.. then mum came.. sat down and waited fer it to start.. wa.. the mr duno-wads-his-name talk bout the PSG talk until so looonnnggg and borin lor.. mum was like practically sleepin.. lolx... den miss tan(principal) went to tok bout the streamin thingy and sum jc stuff... i wanna go ST. ANDREW JUNIOR COLLEGE... 6-13 points sia... haiz.. gotta work like extra hard ler lor.. no more slackin... yep.. hope i can go A2 course... A2 course=subject combination of english, mother tongue, maths, a.maths, physics, chemistry, biology, ss and elective geography... TOUGH EH... wa.. from today on, carn slack le.. mush like stardie stardie stardie... yepp... :) got my rank b4 leavin the sch... quite ~~depressing~~... hahaha.. 158/239... 3 digits sia.. wa.. e rest of jie meis like get so high lor.. 30++.. ann eben gort 5th or sumthing.. *envious* haix.. carn blame ma.. must blame muhself... nb stardie.. haix...

den cum bck home and blog lor... guess i'll go do some science ltr.. maybe geog... must start to pia liao... hahaha.. yea... *pats on back* ;)

2004-08-12T17:26:00.000+08:00

*yawns* juz came bck... ya... how many days neber blog? 2.. yep...

11.08.04 [Wednesday]
yep... pon guzheng... achievement sia... lol.. coz the tupid teacher came to change the scores again... again... haix.. so deicided not to go there and torture myself.. ahhaha... drank 2 big gulps? lolx... after sch went to baobei shuhan's house to do project.. omg.. the dog seemed to hab grown bigger... lolx... scarrie... hmm... yea.. went there shuhan on the com... wa biang.. she suddenly ki dang... duno wad she doing oso.. she and cher went to ***ia*'s blog... yea.. kinda saw something tt they shouldn't... he's a jerk... utterly disappointed wib him... wHaT's hiS prOblEm?! now i reallie feel that i duno him... seriously... haix.. han cried.. yea... see her cry ma jiam my heart break like tt... maybe he dun eben noe wad he's doin... duno la.. juz hope that he'll hao zi wei zhi... *shakes head*

den went ballet... after tt went bck home in this 171... i lost my ez link card... again... 7th one le lor... wanted so much to cry... but i tink kind of numb to the feelin le ba.. so many times ler... haix.. dun understand myself sumtimes oso.. always lost tings one lor... haix haix haix.... cannot tell mum.. she'll like kill me and nort change my fone... but my fone supposed to be my birthday prezzie lor.. so long liao.. haix...

12.08.04 [Thursday]
yep.. han was like so sad the whole day.. cheer up lor.. :)

ya.. den went to KFC to eat.. cher was so shocked by the amount of food i can eat.. i finish like everything and she like oni finished 1/2 of it... hahaha... amazed rite... i noe.... ya..lolx...

go dental appointment le.. hehe.. change colour again.. YAY~! lolx...

love, conssie

2004-08-10T20:00:00.000+08:00

yep... today went out... *smile smile*

at first mum dun allow de... maybe she's right.... haix.. anyway.. wen to meet leeting, rachel, anna, eunice and jerry @ orchard... ya... den we went taka walk walk... actually kinda felt very tired physically la.. yea.. den we went cineleisure... saw eliza dere.. yep... took neos... (yay~!) yup... den walk walk walk... met lian sheng and his friend johnathan.. ya.. den anna was tryin to tell me something.. but she kinda dun noe how to phrase it... i reallie wanted to noe wad la.. i wasn't angry leh anna... hope u noe k..

ya.. then we went heeren... then the atmosphere kind of started to change... ya... i felt heavy... heavy... then haix.. duno la... den jerry left.. we continued lor... leeting, anna and rachel blessed me with a roxy pencil case... yay~! thnks so much leh.. :) reallie appreciated it..ya...

on da way back... juz felt so tired.. so so so tired.. its like something is suckin up all my energy... duno la.. haix...

talked to jas.. i guessed i understand everything ler ba.. i know.. wo zhi dao le... hope that he will understand... kuai dian ming bai...bu lun ni zuo shen me shi, ni yao zhi dao zuo na jian shi de li you... bu neng you bu dui de dong li... hao ma? dui bu qi...

wo zhen de shou gou le...

love, conssie

2004-08-09T16:51:00.000+08:00

yo peeps... change blog skin le.. mei ma mei ma? ahhaha..

07.08.04[Saturday]
hm... big ting happened today... haahha.. woke up like 10 plus.. ahaha... then watch peach girl at 12.. bathe at 1... left the house at 2... go where? go recordin studio lor...ahhaha... yep.. today is da recording day...yep...

started recordin at oni 3.. duno y the delay.. anyway... ya.. i was the las... i oso duno y they want me to sing tt part.. lolx.. ya.. i went in and came out in like 5 mins.... the rest were like stayin in side for duno how long... 15 mins? 20? hahaha... coz i kinda sing everythin in tune bah... *wink wink* ahahha... not bad not bad... den they wanted me to sing the whole song.. so tt they can choose which part dey wanna use my voice.. ya.. in the end "give a little something every single day... if u find the time to take... wad a difference u can make..." was the part i sang solo... yep...

den when the compile everything le rite.. then listen say my voice very mature.. ask me go inside sing again... "sing like a kid" ahahaha... then i went in sing very high pitch.. ma jiam like girl girl like tt.. then wen i came out... they say "wa.. u sound 10 years younger.." lolx... hahaha... like tt lor.. very farn...

08.08.04 [Sunday]
yep.. went jerry's birthday bbq or something.. yea... at first not tt high... towards the end after the OUCH game then started to high.. haha. shan everytime kena hit...jerry and lian shend ganged up to qi fu ta... ahhaha.... then tupid lian sheng go change place sit besde me.. wa.. then he beat.. OMG... pain sia... hahaha... i teared... oh man... he's gonna get it from me man.. lolx..

b4 going home.. wa... jerry spin me like mad.. wa... very fast lor... then he somemore stop to change the turning direction... jia lat sia... now still feel a bit faintish... went home vomit sia.. buay ta han... lian sheng oso kena... hahaha... both of us... cannot make it sia... the bus journey made it worst.... lol...

farn sia... C:

09.08.04[Monday]
yep... HAPPIE BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE~! lolx... ahhaha.. kinda slack the whole day.. hope mum will allow me go out tml.. yepp.. :D

love, conssie

2004-08-06T15:45:00.000+08:00

hahaha...

05.08.04 [Thursday]
haix.. kinda freaked out wen early mornin wake up receive sms from jas... she say tt she's inda upset bout the way i handle things and stuff.. was kinda 'guilty'? ya.. coz i scared i hai dao hen duo ren... then was so emotional.. cried on the bus... plus listenin to jay's qi li xiang no.3 jie kou song... wa biang... "jiu suan shi wo bu dong.. neng bu neng yuan liang wo... qing bu yao ba fen shou dang zuo ni de jie kou..." nice nice nice...

went to sch... normal lor... the after sch went to 7-11 buy tidbits.. buy like mad.. ahaha.. then bring bck to classroom... then i sit there eat and watch the rest practise their dance... vane and ann so cute lor.. they dance... aahhaha... then coz mich marmie not here.. so i took her place.. then did the pair work wib shuhan.. hahaa.. she pushed me... *cries* ahahah...bout 4 plus i left wib cher coz she need to hui jia.. then i need to go for he singin practise... i didn't tell u? hahaa.. i was chosen for tis recordin wib he yao shan... YAY~! ahhaha... e song bery nice.. 'Reach out with Love'... just learnt in yesterday.. not bad not bad... ahaha...

06.08.04 [Friday]
yep.. today celebrate national day.. woohoo~! e4 got one merit point each coz whole class wear red tee... ahahah... yay! hahaha... den jie meis wore same shirt sia.. kewl... lolx...

den the celebration was okay lor... te part tt went high was wen we singin the stand up for singapore... ahhaa... keep on jumpin there... so high... hahaha... yea... den after tt bout 1130 actually wanted to meet mum for lunch.. but lai bu ji.. so went bck home...

come home then i slack slack slack here in front of the com.. go do hw ler.. later must go cg... yeppz... see ya..

love, conssie

2004-08-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

I GOT IT LE! I GOT IT LE! I GOT IT LE! muahhaha... got wat? JAY'S NEW DISC! i tell u i smile throughout my bus journey bck home sia... actually wanted but tml de but buay ta han liao la... hahaha... went to buy.. ah! very happie! hahaha.. YONG YUAN AI JAY! *MUACKZ* lol... he never even makes me disappointed one lor.. the songs are all like "woah.." hahaha... then rap ah... wa seh... power lor... muahahaha....

yea.. tt's the happiepart of today.. haix.. gort bck maths paper... 13/25.. i'm da lowest can... wa.. ~~disappointed~~ .. very... haix.. i know how to do one lor.. its nort enuff time.. I KNOW HOW TO DO DER... *shakes head* like tt how to go 3ple sci.. wa.. cannot make it lar.. stardie stardie... keep sayin tt i wanna stardie... haix...

but buyin the cd cheered me up! =D i lurbe him sia! hahaha... soli if im being lame to u.. but seriously.. he's DA BEST... hehe...

*muackz* me go listen qilixiang... hehe... ;)

love, conssie

2004-08-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

hihi.. wo hui lai ler... lolx...

today went to sch again.. AGAIN... hahaha... then coz got tis maths and science challlenge for the lower secs... ahhaa.. did our cheer laz min... actually our class cheerleader is ~~yankit~~ one... xp... hahaa... then in e end he zo bo... so px took his place... yea..

went to the hall... saw our class glider... MY GOSH... u shld luk at it.. *faints* ahhaha.. b4 our glider flew, we did the cheer.. i tot was quite okay ba for laz min work... lolx... then the glider come down... hahaha... ivy and nora were like, " eh... brown bird cum liaoz..." hahahaa... coz its brown colour one.. didnt stay in the air bery long... haha... but heck la.. dun kare...

then i did duty for prize givin... then i look at the prize for the cheer comp... WA... all chocs lor... I WANT... i was holdin it, hopin its mine.. then the results came out...

"and the winner for the sec 2 cheer competition is.... *drumroll* 2e4!" i was like jumpin on the stage, according to cynn... but i tot i didn't.. or did i? hahaa.. heck.. was bery happie lor... chocolates for the chocoholic~! yea.. ewn i went down the stage... i cheong-ed for the chocs.. hahaa.. carried all the way bck to classroom... SO HAPPY... then i took timeout and 2 dove... hehe... happy happy...then sort of cheong out to take bus... late ler ma.. supposed to meet jerry and eunice at 2.45.. but left sch at 2.30? -_-... hahaha... took 105... the met eunice le jiu go kinokuniya to meet jerry and his friend.. if i nb remember wrongly, is zhen hao... isit?
yea... the gort burger!! yea... hahaa.. jerry treat me... then we went the library @ orchard... oh no.. so many peeps.. so decided to go macs... yea... sit there study ~~maths~~... hahah... ho thought me e pythagoras theorem... adjacent length squared + opposite length squared= hypotenuse length squared... yea.. haha... tink he teach until almost vomit blood... lolx... soli la... hahaha... dedn did some factorisation and stuff den left le...

me and eunice den kinda idle around... went to see got jay's qi lixiang nort... ITS OUT IN STORES LE! but they say haben come lei.. sab jie gort it le lor... QI SI WO! hahaa... i will go find and buy it man... i dun kare sia... lol... JAY WO HAO AI NI WORH! lolx.

came home.. den blog lor.. hope can fin learnin melodies of life... yepz...

tc ler...

love, conssie