March 21, 2005
special dedication going out to YEO SHU HAN.
hey dear.. dun fall yah. pick urself up even if u do, or if u can't we'll always be there for u der. =D reallie glad to at least see u smiling today.. seriously, i love tt smiling shuhan. dun worrie too much bout everything. remember wat u taught me? breathe in breathe out, SMILE. =)) please live by example. lol.. as for tests... i'm also failing gurl. lets work hard and buck up together yahs?! must jia you... =D reallie wanna make known to you tt no matter wat happens, jiemeis will support u through it all.. in everything tt u do, remember that we're always behind you.. we all know its hard for u to juggle between school work, st john's, family commitments and friends.. but i believe u can do it der! u just need a bit more time. so lets set a deal here, we'll all give u time to settle ur heart and think.. when u come back, we want the shuhan we used to know. the strong and courageous, who never fails to brighten up my life in school. deal?! i take it as a yes.. =D takkaires. luv u babe. (:
guess i'll change my url soon. hahaha.. got tired of this. and cher kinda like make me wan to change oso. lols... =) i'll see how it goes bah. hahaha
tc everone.
ciaos..
i love you ;
March 19, 2005
sometimes i have this feeling that, people usually DO NOT know how they're like.
its like the pot calling the kettle black.. you get wat i mean. YOU.
oh well. im just stating what i feel. look at yourself furrs yah? before u start criticising someone. cause you're just like HER.
i just dun understand.
i love you ;
FINALLY, due to overwhelming response, im updating.. *cheers! ahahaha... oh well. im just lazy to sign in, try to remember wat happened and type it out. hahaha..
so much happened in the how many days. 6. wow. alot can happen. hahaha...
wad i can remember was, the crazy tinklebell guanjie has. or rather, had. (he lost it. cherylnn rejoices, gj weeps..)
we were all in e1 classrm, wen gj saw tis cute little pink star-shaped bell. he fell in love with it. LOLS. fine. tt's was lame. but anyway, he was tinkling it all along. esp. to cherylnn.
hahaha.. so much so that cher will now FREAK OUT wen she hears the sound of ringin bells.
she's kinda allergic to it..
gj was tinklin in front of her. at the same time, mumbling some things we dun even noe wat. hahaha... tt scene was rather, funny.
wm could hardly suppress his laughter. and mind u, his laughter IS contagious. so, everyone there (me, cher, wm, jlo) excpet gj, laugh like there's no tomorrow.
the proven fact: these guys can laugh man!
hahha... i can't believe it either.
oh yes. my all time loved dbjz went out yesterday. except for michelle. she had band. arg!
nevertheless, we went out still. for a movie, as planned.. =D
and as a supporter of spongebob aka spongey, i enthusiatically requested for spongey movie. wm was on my side. =) veron's against it. she wants howl's movie castle. but, as usual, majority wins.
spongebob squarepants movie that is.
erm. i duno how to say this out. but, i guess there's no need to go up to such and extent. i was indeed not very happy.
oh whatever. the movie was quite alright. it made me drop the stick i was chewing. i was chewin the lolly stick, when i laughed so hard that it fell out from my mouth. lols.
tis time, the cinema was cold. and, actually i brought a jacket. but it was seized by veronica lek aka dpnx
spongebob and patrick were super uber cute. =)
after movie, wm suggested to find a place to sit. hahah. we deicided on mos. my fave. =D
by the time we're at mos i was smelling something real fishy. fishy fishy fishy. lols. dun bother too much about that. =)
i ate ichigo bliss!!!!!! omg. *faints.
hahaha... we idled around orchard mrt. and we came to a decision to return back home. and i 'll go jurong and meet eunice.
fine. so i took to city hall and changed to east west line. they took north south line.
and they stopped by j8. cher ron vane took neos. good for them. like whatever. ha..
i went to meet my dearest eunice. and found out that cg actually starts at 7.30. i thought it was 6.30..
so we went for dinner. called liansheng. ask him rush down and accompany us. junyong as well. great brudders. *cheers!
oh yes. i changed my phone with eunice. dun worry, its the same model. just that its of a different colour.
hahahha.. real cool. we changed the covers behind as well.
I LOVE IT!
it looks super retro!!!
=D
oh well.. i'll update again. cheerios!
off to do hw. *flings hands in the air.
i love you ;
March 13, 2005
i love my new skin.. its just, nice. simple, but sweet. =D i like the song especially..
true-ryan cabrera
i won't talk
i won't breathe
i won't move till you finally see
that you belong to me
you might think i don't look
but deep inside
in the corner of my mind
i'm attached to you
i'm weak
it's true
cause i'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart is falling faster
i've waited all my life
to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so i will not hide
it's time to try
anything to be with you
all my life i've waited
this is true
you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
i'm afraid to move
i'm weak
it's true
i'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you met me?
i've waited all my life
to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so i will not hide
it's time to try
anything to be with you
all my life i've waited
this is true
i know when i go
i'll be on my way to you
the way thats true
i've waited all my life
to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so i will not hide
it's time to try
anything to be with you
all my life i've waited
this is true
really, it's true..
i love you ;
GREAT. once again, my phone's confiscated. this time, not the phone. just the sim. i guessed my parents were wise enough to not get into my trick. ARG. I AM WONDERING HOW AM I GONNA SURVIVE A MONTH WITHOUT A FREAKING PHONE. man.. i've realised that i'm reallie very dependent on my phone. arg arg arg! so i only have this blog and my msn as my 1-month communication devices. oh well.. i'll go get a hi-card probably. hmm.. just kinda sad. haix.
well. surprisin to see my update on a sunday morning. hmm.. i was supposed to go for service at SIS. but, i have ballet at 11.15. GREAT. i'll miss so much. after ballet, i guess i'll just come home and slack, though i feel very much about going out. arg arg arg.. life is so...
talk about happy things. yesterday went for 'hitch' with my great pals. lol. namelt cher, mich, gj, jlo, wm. well.. the movie was nice though. i had a great time luffing and HALLUCINATING. lols... i bet they all remember the las part. *ahems. the who and the who?! hahaha...
i wana dpjz family potrait. reallie. seriously. im craving for it. LOL. maybe during the hols, all of us meet up yahs? den we go take neos. or simply, just take a photograph.=DD i love them to bits.
till then, take care guys! =)
i love you ;
March 10, 2005
hahaha.. something's wrong with me.. cherylnn was spellin shizer to me. erm. actually, shizer means da bian according to mr yeo. haha.. then she was like S-H-I... then i wrote S-C-H unknowingly larh ok! hahaha. im not deaf, its like i just write. and i was chanting S-H-I at the same time wen i was writing S-C-H. lols. wads the problem. ahahah.
hmm.. nuthing much bah. just tat, im going for benny hinn's conference tml! omg. im gettin so excited for it. seein pple healed and miracles hapening is just.. GREAT! =)
oh yes. i cut my hair. erm. not hair, my fringe. hahaha.. i cut it myself! haha.. my mum said i was talented. =D hahaha.. but i'm still going for a hair cut on thurs. hahaha..
guess i'll go cut my hair again. LOLS. see ya guys around.
i love you ;
March 06, 2005
[junyong] thanks brudder. i reallie appreciate it. thanks lots. may the good be with you. takkaires. =) (you know wat i'm referin to)
oh well. just came back. went to chur, but didnt go for service. i was with eunice the whole time. cause she had this i-want-to-vomit feelin. so i accompanied her lor. go toilet wash up. rest. blah blah blah. wait with her. until serv over. get her bag, then jas send her home. eunice ah!!! must takkaires leh. most prob is food poisoning. see a doc hor. =D muacks! =))
hmm.. a lot on my mind.
haha..
takkaires.((:
i love you ;
March 05, 2005
las tuesday we had assembly. tis group came to put up a performance. oh well. it was like teachin us not to stress up ourselves too much and not to be so competitive, esp in school work. but to think about it, who exactly is giving us stress?! for me, its definitely not myself. its the outside pressure from teachers and parents that is actually givin us the amount of stress we're havin now. as for competitions, its the education system in singapore that makes us want to compete. think about it. all the examinations are competitions. its either u do well, or u dun.we're livin in a very 'xian shi de shi jie'. the schools we choose to go to, also, looks at out scores and marks. in tis world today, our results determine our future. so wad is tat they all tryin to say. i just seriously dun get their point. as far as i'm concerned, i am not the one givin myself pressure. oh well, just food for thought. =)
hmm.. GREAT. i failed my e maths test. best part:i got the lowest. whatever. luff all u wan. actually i dun mind failin, or in tis case, gettin lowest in class. but not wen the tupid teacher ANNOUNCES it to the class. so freakin annoying. arg.. whatever larh whatever.
eng, i can go bang wall. chi, just pass. emaths, dun need say. amaths, give me a break.his, never even revise. ss, understand, but seq cannot make it. geog, omg feel like dying. phy,with miss ting, u'll nv do well. chem, im startin to drift away.
what is happening siah. hahaha.. haiy.
i hate sec 3 life.
i wan 2e4 back.
arg.
i love you ;
February 27, 2005
great. my mum doesnt wan to pay my bills anymore. normally, i pay the excess. now she wans me to pay the full bill. wad the. haii. i no money ler, still wan to do tis to me. sian-ed lor. qi kek.
hmm.. good news, i've transfered songs into my mp3!!! haha.. go cher house do one. lol. so nice. i'm luvin it. =D
haiy.. i wan go watch hitch! tink sat go watch. hahaa..
mm.. i cravin for chocs! =D
i love you ;
February 26, 2005
tangled up in me-skye sweetnam
you wanna know more, more, more about me
i'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine
i'm the one that's honking at you cuz i left late again
hey! hey! hey!
could you see i want you by the way i push you away, ya!
don't judge me tomorrow by the way i'm acting today
mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction ya!
hey! hey!
get tangled up in me
you wanna know more, more, more about me
gotta know reverse phsychology
i'm the reason why you can't get to sleep
i'm the girl you never get just quite what you see
hey! hey! hey!
could you see i want you by the way i push you away, ya!
don't judge me tomorrow by the way i'm acting today
mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction ya!
hey! hey!
get tangled up in me
you think that you know me
you think that i'm only
when everything i do is only to get tangled up in you
you wanna know more, more, more about me
i'm the girl that's sweeping you off your feet
hey! hey! hey!
could you see i want you by the way i push you away ya!
don't judge me tomorrow by the way i'm acting today
mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction, ya!
hey! hey!
get tangled up in me
i love you ;
no one else, no one else can speak the words on your lips.(natasha beddingfield-unwritten)
hmm.. currently, cherylnn is feelin super uber pissed with her mum.. cause u noe our da bian jia zu? she wrote it all over her hand book. [me too =)] her mum saw. den she tot cher go join gang. -[oo]- haiyo. auntie ah auntie. cher wun one larh. i so strict on her. LOL. but seriously, auntie, no such gang called da bian jia zu. i'll tell u why.
no.1: da bian jia zu only consists of people close to us. and nuthing else.
no.2: da bian jia zu, tis name, is too CUTE to be a gang name. u noe, gang names dun usually sound cute. =D
no.3: da bian jia zu is just crappy. involves all crappy and cute pple. so, i dun see y its a gang. =)
yaps. cher dun worrie bout it. nuthing one larh. just explain to her again. if she dun believe, u got nuthing to do oso. so, just eat, drink, be merry and forget about it. =D
oh well.. nuthing much to say. just that. i'll be havin emaths test on monday. AGAIN. its never-ending, weeks and weeks of tests. it never stops. it comes one after another.and i bet all the sec 3s can hardly breathe. hais..takkaire peeps. =)
i love you ;
February 24, 2005
hmm..
oh yes.. there's additional pple in da bian jia zu! ahhaha... veronica lek aka our da bian guardian angel! lol... and also! the da bian lian aka wong wei ming!!! ahhaha.. welcum to out family. lols..
went for conference today at church. rev ulf is just another great man of god. annointed preaching and powerful flow of the lord.
sermon was about humility VS pride. humility is the gateway to success. yes it is. pride elevates itself and fall as disasters. humility lowers itself and ends as exaltation. being humble means being meek. however, being meek does not mean being weak. in fact, being meek is being strong on the inside. inspiring and fulfilling. =)
heard this song over perfect 10 98.7 fm. i tink its almost by brian mcfadden and another female singer.i tink delta goodrem. a duet. i kinda liked tis particular line in the chorus. =D
and wen i'm with you, i'm close to tears. cause you're only almost here...
i love you ;
February 23, 2005
haii.. actually today got ballet. but i wasnt able to go.. y? my left eye is swollen and red. real red. bloodshot red. and it hurts like no one's business. my gosh. wat is happening to me man. i seriously wanna dance arg..
wee.. today i made 2 new families!!! hahaha...
1. tian zhu jiao. lennon, peixian, ting ying, me! hahah.. [oo] pigs united! =D
2.da bian jia zu! cher, vane, me, gj. lol.. me and cher suddenly think on the bus one. lol. muackies. =D
hmm.. i dun reallie have anything to update nowadays. haha.. just tt. erm.. there's a lot of thing happening in my life since 2oo5 started. its happening too quickly and sometimes, i dun have enuff time to respond to it. everyone's moving on fast.. and it seems like i'm laggin behind with no one to pull me forward.
someone,please, slow down, grab my hand, and help me go on.
i love you ;
February 22, 2005
woah..
hahaha.. looks like me and cynn are reallie gettin mad over the wallet at the wallet shop. arg! i need to save money. she found her sponser.. hmmf. lols.
well..
i tink i'm gonna flunk me history test, although i DID studied for it. oh man.. wad's happening... my maths is dying. or maybe i should say, it's already dead. cher ah cher.. kuai dian jiu ta. lol.
duno wad to say.
haii..
i love you ;
February 20, 2005
hahaha... yesterday wen out with cynn. was a las min thing. she bought her filp flops and pencil case. and i saw tis real kewl and nice wallet. and i have decided. i am gonna get it. i tink cynn wants it oso. its reallie veh nice! =D
hmm...
today wen back sch. ya.. going back sch on a sunday. -[oo]- hahaha.. for tis alumni concert. haha.. but. we were given ang bao!!! hahahah.. 1o bucks. wha seh. so generous siah. hope they live long long, body healthy healthy. next year give again. =)) lols.
oh well. i broke a cup. was quarelling with my mum over my phone. haix. nevermind. promised someone not to be angry. =)
kays.. will update soon bahs. tc peep! (:
i love you ;
February 19, 2005
wee~! look at my huggies received! 2012! hahaha.. 12! lols.. thanks to all who hugged me! luv ya! =D
hm.. oh yes. thanks to ALL who gave me something during valentines! veh touched and thankful for it. appreciate it lots.. thanks thanks! =)
well.. something BIG happened yesterday. yes.. real big. lols. me, cher and vane were in e1 class rm. i was sitting on the table, fiddlin with the ohp. i finally stood up. vane thought i didnt wan to sit on the table anymore. so she moved it back in place. the best part: i didnt know. the better-than-best part: i SAT. on wat?! the floor. cos i tot there's a table there. so i wanted to sit. in the end. i just sank down. down to the floor. omg. my tail bone hurts larh ok. haha.. then i was like on the floor, groaning. lol. real pain larh. its like big impact on my tail bone. straight down to the floor. oh. cher said i do it slow-motion. lols..so crazie. ha..
oh yah.. some u pple dun noe. my phone is CONFISCATED.. ya.. by my mum. -[oo]- my phone bill again. haix. nehmind. so u all wun be able to get me on my phone bah. haha.. =)
and... i got my mp3! not ipod though. wanted something smaller. =) anyway, i dun have THAT much cash to get an ipod. lol... i got creative nomad v200. haha.. real nice. the white one. =D ahhaa.. 512mb. but the freakin problem is: i have no idea why my com doesn't read the installlation disc! -[oo]- tupid com. i wan to throw it down my window. lols.. oh well. i'll see wat i can do about it. =)
hmm.. cynn just ask me out. ahha.. but she's away now. well, guess i'll go meet her b4 service. =D haha.. takkaires everyone. =)
i love you ;
February 14, 2005
hmm.. saturday's visitation to fren's houses totally rawk.. they're just so kewl pple. cher, mich, han, vane, px, des, gj, jlo, jtao, joey.. luv them to the core. wo ai ni men! =DD
first, started off with my house. they came. we crapped and watch teebie. lols.. then i topple a drink over han's feet. lols. sorry larh...
left at bout 11. set off to cherylnn's house. there, like my house. lols. i was like,"haiyo.. shui bian zuo shui bian zuo. bu yao ke qi." hahaa.. i keep eatin siah. eat and eat and eat.. *tsk tsk tsk*
after tat, we went han's house.. as usual, the BIG dalmatian MUST be locked up. must. and as usual, i didnt dare to go in until i made sure that the dalmatian's locked up. phew.. they sort of like anticipated that. lols.. dey played black jack there. haha.. me and vane sit there take photo. =D lols.. then gj like win the most. lols. win and win. never stop. cher was so mad that she actually only won 2 bucks. -[oo]- lols.. des pok ka liao. ha.. jtao and joey were like SO SO SO generous. hahaha...
we then made our way from han's house to mich's house by foot. han larh.. say very near one. we walk until wana die. lols.. she keep sayin near, then in the end she got tired first. haiyo. han, u arh.. *tsk* haha..
reach mich house. was shocked. its big, neat, clean and tidy. omg. arg.. i just started to hate her. lols.. we ate some stuff. den we went to the guest room, watch teebie. wat we watch?! central. and its playing?! tis indian show. hahaha.. then we were all waiting for them to sing. no offence though. lols. den we luff luff luff. hahaha... so fun..
after mich's, wen to des's for dinner. STEAMBOAT!!! hahaha.. third time eating it in one week. wee.. i AM reallie gettin fat. lols. i guess there's where all the fun was. pity han, vane, joey & jtao didnt join us. U MISSED OUT SO MUCH!!! lols.. we were like eatin. then i keep bbq-in scallops for everyone.. bbq until no more. then we were like askin for more. but we didnt noe that des's dad went down hougang mall to get it. so pai seh lor. like, so ma fan dem.. haiyo.. then we managed to fin the 2nd pack of scallops coz of me. lol.. i keep cookin. then they bo bian, keep eatin. lols.. oh yes. cher broke a bowl. 'sui sui ping an'! hahaha... coz the oil splattered on her.. she got shocked and accidently topple the bowl over. well.. gj threw his chopsticks at me. LOL. oil splattered on him. then he said it was veh pain. so he let go of the chopsticks. so happenly, they kinda like travelled my direction. lols. nevermind. im very fogiving one. lols. den mich started to crap about an ang moh's 'output' being white. lols.. luff until i pengs.. haha...
well, great day! thanks guys for makin tis day possible. muackkies.. =DD
oh yes..
happy valentines' day to all! =))
i love you ;
February 11, 2005
whahahas..
im certified a zilian-siao..
im zilian-siao #1
cynn's zilian-siao #2
lol..
i love you ;
wee... hahaha...well.. chinese new year was okay though. sometimes kinda bored, and was left with nuthing to do.. haix.. hahaha.. but, i found myself things to occupy myself with. =D
hongbao collecting was kinda disappointing.. hahaha.. amount decreased. and i've gotta like 50:50. my mum's taking the other half. oh well.. watever. its almost the same every single year. some years, i get nuthing. at least 50% IS something.
hmm.. haf to go to my dad's fren's place. i seriously, DUN WAN TO GO. i was like kinda forced to.. arg.. hate it hate it. i go there, all i do is stare at the four walls of the room, or maybe the ceiling. yes, there WILL be hongbaos to collect. but in this case, i would rather stay at home than waste my time there just for a few pathetic hongbaos. i've alread got so little. a few less wun make any difference though. oh well.. tis is makin my crazy. i dun wan to go.
haix.. i'll just forget about it. cause im seriously getting real excited for tomorro's event! =DD hahaha... friends' visitation. well, at least it's so much better with frens to accompany yeah? haha.. luv dem all! =)) hee... hmm.. i'll guess i'll get going.. (:
i love you ;
February 09, 2005
harlo everyone... xin nian kuai le! haha.. hope everyone collect duo duo hongbao. if dun wan, can always give to me. i'll be more than willing to receive it. =DD haha..
hmm... xin nian xin xi wang.. haha.. i wan my mp3 first. den i'll pay my phone bill. -.- hmm.. maybe i'll go shoppin spree.. wee.. hahahas...
well..its been one month since 2oo5 started. lots of stuff reallie happened. and it made me reallie wonder if im on the right track. am i making a U-turn next, or am i gonna go straight.. well.. i can tell u, i seriously duno. arg.. ill stop thinkin of this, or it will drive me crazy..
how come my relatives haven come?! hahaha... so looonnngg ler... haix.. guess ill go play my guit. and sing the day away.. cheerios! =D
i love you ;
